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Conclude my MP

2007-10-28T15:50:00.000+08:00

Just completed the 1 week of my 2nd sem in school, wasnt as bad as i tot cuz i tot pharmaceutical elective to be this term. however we hav to do a final touch up of our project before we conclude it..fri was the presentation and i guess probably a 7 out of 10 for my presentation..fingers cross for a 'A'..haha! nth lesser than a B+ since my evaluator is my care person..lolx! (my tutorial mates were like..lucky u to hav Zack to evaluate u..)..no obligations for 'A' but at least a 'B+'..demand or request is up to u to decide..:)..went out to blu jaz for chilling with poly frenz..haha! all of us were high..but i swear i didnt drink at all..took a video on orgasm..lolx! grace and jon were trying hard to give us a facial expression of orgasm and i swear grace suck at it..oO jon it is time u do better on bed..she says she nv try orgasm before..hm..if i got the permission from them i will post it up alright..til than

worst time table?

2007-10-19T16:33:00.001+08:00

haha! back here after quite some time..hmm..! no obligations to blog right?eh..anyway this week hav been a rather glad week..! haha! especially when i got a brand new watch..lolx! brand new ok?(cuz my watch spoil that day when i was out with tm..than Swatch very gd..help me replace a new one..) they say is mechanical fault so they apologise le than give me a brand new one..lolx! (mechanical watch shldnt hav problem at all..thats y i was damn angry when my watch stopped) haha! anyway a rather smooth going week..going back to school to finish up my project..haha! luckily got jon pei me do..or i super bored lor..! ooO ya got my time table..monday is 3 to 7..and 4 other days 9 to 6..lolx! worst timetable i ever gotten man..! probably cuz of electives ba..btw i am taking pharmaceutical and petrol technology for my electives..needa go back to the study mood liaoz..! (though i am very obsess with the sweet potato story..some korean ancient show..love and ancient politics..)..til than!

Utilised!!

2007-10-15T18:22:00.001+08:00

Hmm..so tired after really drilling into my MP to find flaws (haha..cuz too difficult to find flaws?) eh..just felt like perfecting it since i hav ample of time..today was kinda interesting yang yang join me and dada to run today..he was like..'i wear my chelsea pants sure like drogba..' lolx! buddan run 3 rounds only dead liaoz..haha! but it is true la..initially it will be tough to complete the 5 rounds..(dada say ard 3+km.but i feel like less than 2.4km leh..yangyang also say more than 2.4km..)..had breakfast with royroy and dada than came to school to mug liaoz..! i mean drill?or wadever?any new word for it?lolx! met jon for lunch when grace call to tell me she got a new job avaliable..haha! work in butter factory..lolx! (i mean the timing so lolx la..!..but guess i will work a few weeks to try out seesee..since 1st two weeks will be quite slack..)..but i am really afraid my biological clock will go haywire again..lolx! dilema..(i really wanna work only..not cuz it is a club...) tag me give me some suggestion k?haha! needa prepare le..dada coming to pick me up..yawn! really dreaded!..or anyway anybody got new job intro me k?i wanna try out work and study..see if i can cope not..fully utilised not apart wasted..:)

HOT BABES!

2007-10-13T00:52:00.000+08:00

ok..its been a while since i am up here again.! ok..been busy with work and my project..haha! speaking abt work..(not attachment) i got a job on some hotel thing la..work for2 days with shane..haha! anyway.. this job is kinda tiring..needa stand there to guide clients into the seminars..and i swear i haven stood for more than 11 hours before..lolx!..it was challenging..oO ya..! met alot alot alot of pretty girls..of all i think the pink girl is the hottest..(shane knows..the one at the taxi stand..and we were teasing her being picked up by some lambogini guy..lol..)..next will be the few female colleague that helped out inthe cocktail party..lolx! some of u guyz keep asking me which type of girls pretty..or ask me if u are pretty..haha! i mean..not exactly pretty ba..but not ugly as well?average?haha! ok..one of them was peggie..(the singapore universe girl and NTU hey geogeous babe?) yup..and i think she fair pretty badly amongst the i think 10 to 12 girls..haha! got mix blood one..big eyes..sharp nose..tall and slim..tann and hot...! aiya..there flooded la..! but the thing about it is they got the 'I am stuck up' look..so haha! too bad..see them once only than lose interest liaoz..u gotta admit la..who cares if u are an angel..charc plays an impt role also la..! probably abit unfair to judge them jus lydat la..(i nv spoke to them at all..) but u know guyz are good at this sort of things..?:) ok jus back from work..and anyway they are much older and we wont be seeing each other anymore..so yups..! infatuations..(by dont know who..lolx.! nice song anyway..go search..)

Screwed up!

2007-10-06T11:15:00.001+08:00

okok..! updates..(bear with my complains..) lolx..! warning was given before hand..! F*** man..my project has lotsa of problem now..give you a simplified version..if u have done science experiements before..be it sec or primary school..especially titration type right..u need to carry out the experiment to know the exact concentration required for the entire experiment right?ok..what if i tell u that u are suppose to write out a titration analysis without doing the experiment..so basically u are suppose to write out the experimental errors and the change in appearance blar blar without doing the experiments..how to do?basically i met a similar problem on my project..my company is suppose to ensure that this project is carried out in my SIP period..but because of irresponsible ppl..this project was not carried out..and i was left alone doing the trial and error..WTF la..! than cuz without carrying out the experiment u hav to assume that some values are constant so that u can have a final result..and this was cfm by my project supervisor..but now apparantly my supervisor who MIA for my entire SIP now pop out and say this assumptions are invalid..(he say my project was not implemented how u know the results..i mean this is your fault for giving me a project that wasnt gonna be implemented in the first place rigHT?..and i was even kind enough to continue the project without complaining at all ok..!!) now he dowan to sign the report..he wants me to redo my report..and remove the assumptions..(remove le than how to continue sia..no assumptions is like cannot continue la..is like telling u A + B + C = D..find A B C D..) fuck..how i know!..sian liaoz la..! and for your info..out of the 4 internship student who went to my company..i got the top marks for appraisal and recieve 0 complains throughout the SIP..the rest got at least 1 complain each..but cuz my department is a F***ing documentation department and it is their first time having IA students..they dont hav a decent project..(not to speak of decent..in the first place..scientist haven invented a word so pathetic to describe this "project"..initially it started with just 3 pages..read my previous entries..)..so what am i gonna do..! lolx i am not GOD..! i dont know..! anyway thx to shane who accompany me to while waiting for tm..wenta asian kitchen to eat..and coffee bean for coffee..lolx! half of the journey i was on the phone with my supervisor..so poor him..lolx! he say he brought me walk one of the tower in suntec for 2 rounds without me noticing sia.met tm at ard 7 lydat...i can say that shane and tm are my best friends at diff times of my life man..lolx! and both of them are a total opposite..haha! anyway..wenta slack ard and shop..anyway shane i bought the nautica polo tshirt liaoz..haa! sign got discount so i bought str8 away..til than le la..very tire..i spent the whole night til 4 + 5 juz to edit my project and woke up ard 8 to hav tim sum with my 2nd uncle..haha! they having party later..so i needa catch some rest..til than!

Bored!

2007-10-02T18:01:00.000+08:00

Freaking dumb..lolx! guess where am i?..hmm..in school now..omgosh! ok..i needa come school so that i can get allowance..complicated but jus understnad that come school = allowance part can liaoz..! anyway now waiting for time to pass lor..7.30 meeting poly frenz ta go watch balls of fury..lolx! super bored now..dont know whata do..sian! and my laptop is going low batt liaoz..til than!

GOGO RUN NIC!

2007-10-01T16:01:00.000+08:00

hmm.! let me phrase myself better..apparantly i wasnt so cool when i wrote the last post..anyway xinle i am ok..! just sometimes it is unavoidable la..forget it la..anyway..just feel like shooting that piece of shit down at that moment..dont bother le la..just too tire and disappointed at times..everybody ard me seems to get attached liaoz..ok nvm..! i still hav my dada and mama..hmmm..anyway..ran with dada at the field today..(FYI my house is very green green and ulu type one..lolx)..we ran 5 rounds..(abt 2 km lydat) surprise that i could run..wah! but needless to say my dada completed the 5 rounds with me..(ran and chat and chat..) love this type of opportunity where i can both learn and spend time with my dada..but slightly giddy after the race..probably cuz i am sick and my throat has accumulated lots of phlegm, which challenges my breathing..(will run with dada on mon wed fri to train..) royroy wanted to swim instead..or die die sure pull him come and run also..had breakfast at this hongkong cafe with dada and mama located at katong area..the place is said to be super long queue in the night..super nice atmosphere and food..(i mean for breakfast la..)..:) HOLIDAYS til 21st oct..ask me out soon..

omgosh!

2007-09-30T16:15:00.001+08:00

Hav partner big F***? wth la..i mean doesnt mean that u hav a partner means u are attactive lor..same here doesnt mean that we singles doesnt hav partner means we are ugly like f*** la..look at your partner please..i am not like u who take trash as gf..i look for quality..looks..brains..! not like u.not even a gf with brains..nor a gf with looks..there brag brag brag..hate those kind of people man..! people who is so ugly yet gets so cocky when they finally has a partner whose looks kana bang by ambulance 20x..(please..bet she will tear the clothes i myself is wearing la..)..u?no F***ing fashion taste..carry a bag that is those sort of a primary school kids..wear hang ten polo tees for 20 days..(i cant even stand wearing them for 20 secs..)..hair that is 4321..(army style)..and all u do is look down on people who doesnt hav a partner..wtf!! u dont hav a brains that are as gd as me..(my grades trash u)..u dont hav looks like me..(lolx! definitely..)..u dont hav my height nor my body..neither do u hav more $$ than me..(haha! if u had..than you wouldnt wear hang ten shirt la..polo tees get lascoste or WL la..)..there u are critising those who are single?(ME!!)..bronze scrutinising about how shiny diamonds are..please..dont make me feel embarrass for u..

Trueful and Honest love

2007-09-29T01:24:00.001+08:00

I am freaking sick and tire now..my coarse voice really sound horrible..anyway just want to blog out what i feel after listening to both of you..i really appreciate that u actually came to me to talk to me about private stuffs..i mean u reaffirm me that i am a fren to you..haha! anyway..so awe by both of you when you actually sat down to pour out your heart to each other..telling each other the barrier and the difficulties both of you hav..i mean this is very gd and healthy cuz i think that if u both continue to be silent, things gonna get misu$nderstood..A piece of advice for both of you..just feel that both of you hav this pride in you that doesnt make you feel like giving in..but realising that both parties hav their own difficulty and barrier to face is inevitable..i mean u can understand that your close fren has their own difficulty and sensitive issue right?..probably more expectations and emotions are involved?i guess u should also understand and compromising your partner's difficulty and barrier so that that will be less restrictions and arguements right? conclude by saying this..arguements and misunderstanding are nv ending in a relationship..but it is important that both your love comes down deep in your heart..(honest and faithful love..)..and rmb forgive for only one reason..simply because he/she loves u truefully..and always rmb nv 2 give up..stop when u are tire..but dont give up..

Thanks alot WYETH!!

2007-09-28T14:37:00.000+08:00

Last blog in Wyeth liaoz..ok..! now i my emotions are all mixed up..! haiz! initially i was so glad that i could get out of my 5.30 morning call and 9.30 sleeping alarm..buddan now i am like so she bu de la..! i mean..i dont think i will be able to get such gd working colleagues anymore lor..very nice and thoughtful of them..(my wellfare is highly taken care of..)..but guess this parting do happen when each of us are seeking our own lifestyle and advancement..but anyway..i have completed my 4 months of internship in WYETH!!..will miss all the 2 bucks cheap food..the comfortable and gd looking attire..the nice ppl..many thanks to the people who have contributed to my learning..!

1) Nigel: thx to you my orientation is comfortable and your farewell gift..seriously cuz u knew i was a christian as well so u bought me a christian book..no promise but will take effort to read it..though i dont like christian..but i still appreciate the open talks we had on the bus on our way to work..

2) Jolin and Sarah: thx for the birthday present..though we only knew for 4 months..but u have done things that even those who knew me 4 years not did..

3) Gim Cheng: your always forgiving attitude to my carelessness..i know i very careless..will improve on it..

4) Valerie: thx for the cake..haha!

5) Chee Lam: though i only knew u for like 5 days..(manager of my department..he juz joined us a few days ago..)..but after the speech that u gave me..i am very grateful..cuz u hav open another new approach towards working in me..sincerely thank you..!

Last but not least..my supervisor Junfeng..though i think that u throw me to gim cheng..haha! but still u were there for me when i needed your help on my project..(probably u didnt have much things for me to do ba..)

anyway..! thx to you guys..this attachment will be one that i will rmb for the rest of my life..(new chapter in the book of stories for my grand children..) thx alot..!

Last day!

2007-09-28T09:01:00.000+08:00

woohoo! last day in WYETH! haha..finally a fullstop to all the 5.50 am wakeup call..and 9.30 pm alarm to sleep..! lolx! gettting my pay..yes!! haha..buddan so gan chiong lor..waiting for my apprasal..hopefully a 4 or 5?lolx..anyway grace got me a online shopping website for guyz clothes..so yupz..til than..!

Nic can DO IT

2007-09-26T15:13:00.000+08:00

oh gosh! guess what..i juz applied for my medical checkup for my ns!..woah! so fast i 20 liaoz..old liaoz! (almost 20 la)..reminiscing*..hmm..i use to freak out when i am alone in the dark..especially when my mum hang the bamoboo poles in the kitchen..juz afraid somethings will juz pop out and grab my leg..(now move house liaoz..no more bamboo poles..lolx!)..scared of all the army stories..haha! now arh..not very scared le la..but curious would be a word..(though i woke up 2 nights ago with a bad nightmare..lolx)..anyway..yap..! i applied for it..and the medical checkup will be on 17th december..(dates TBC..and *fill in the blank* to changes..)..and ya..injection on 17th december also..omgosh!..punny tread-like silverish metal invading my epidemia..withdrawing crimson fluid..! yucks..er xin..*goose bums*..anyway..army is part and parcel of life..(i mean my life la..)..which means i have to come out my schedule to train..have to train!..not that i wanna brag..but i mean..i have been scoring gold from primary 4..til sec 4..and sec school life was 30 points all the way..nth less..! but than now..i think i hav difficulty even completing 1.6km..

30 points GOLD..

1) 2.4 results < 10 min
2) Pullup > 11
3) Situp > 39 (huh?rmb sec sch requirement higher..hmm.!)
4) Standing Board Jump > 250
5) Shuttle run < 10.2 sec

ok..! i must work hard..anybody wanna train with me mgs me..!..GOGO JIAYOU!!!

Happy 17th birthday..!

2007-09-25T10:09:00.000+08:00

so satisfy with myself..haha! i mean..from juz 3 page of internet information..i make it til 45 pages..omgosh! though i am still not very very very satisfy with my project itself..but i guess i can bearly hit B+..hopefully..fingers cross..! need a B+ or A..oO please GOD!..let me get B+ or A ok?hmm..juz finish part of my MP logbook..i am at about 70 pages?haha! with all my surveys and stuffs..i guess i will hit 200 pages..woohoo..! but i wasted 10 bucks on two logbooks..which in the end play no part in my entire MP..RoyRoy bday today..! so HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO..!..17 liaoz..finally for him man..he has been nagging to get his debit card done..(need 17 years old)..so anyway..dada will bring us for gd food..! eh..please!! let his present not be so many..lolx! (got one year..fill the table sia..ok girls..u may think this is like so common for u..but it is not common for guys to have so many presents..or i mean to have presents..present maybe la..haha!)..later i jealous again..!anyway..Karine..! send me the photos...?Karine or Adeline?i dont know who la..but send me photos..gotta go and fill my log book..! til than

Contemplating

2007-09-24T13:44:00.000+08:00

hmm..! lotsa thoughts this week..contemplating between chemistry or environmental engineering or banking and finance..contemplating to get a psp or an ipod..contemplating to get new wheels or juz buy a new skate..feeling so angry cuz of my report..lost with my poster..excited over the new semester..! aiyoz! probably it is time to be decisive and not be so..(i know that word..but i forgot it for the moment..tag me if u happen to know)..anyway..i was ill on fri night and sat..cuz i think i got not enough sleep..aiya..! next time shall just treat skating as an exercise..go there and skate in the afternoon..night time go home le..stay til too late next day ill..! 2 times liaoz lor..oO ya..! shane's bday..ok apparantly i didnt have the chance to go cuz my bro bday is on 25th sept..(his is 24th sept) than both wanted to celebrate on 23rd sept since it is a Sun..buddan cuz mama cant book it on Sun i think..than change it to 25th..so yup.. went there to celebrate his bday..! so funny..initially wanted to go to seletar dam and slack..(all drive car and bike..so can travel ard..) than shane's car batt flat..lolx man..so we ended up doing lame stuffs at marina..(we went to marina south to have steam boat.)..push start..so we push and push..but still cannot start..! that allen super ass..nv help push still want to sit in the car and want us push him..haha!! overall it was great..what can be better when u are with your good frenz..:)...the food was terrible..but smtimes eat terrible food with frenz doesnt really matter la..lolx! benny send me back home..! all drive so fast..later one day get into accident sia..that honda super IV get into accident liaoz still drive the fastest..(i mean..the moment benny u-turn finish..he out of sight liaoz..)..lol!..got home at 2.30..and slept str8 away..super tire..!

SS (sounded suspicious)

2007-09-20T12:56:00.000+08:00

sry..juz been busy and lazy lately to blog..! aiya..my blog will really rot after SIP man..cuz i guess i really hav other stuffs to do than to really sit down and type..!! ok..like i always say..if i nv blog means..i hav got my project to complete or i am not in my company..! both i would say for this case..i was on unpaid leave on fri..(excuse was to go see my LO to ask MP stuffs..)..got a flu on tuesday and wednesday..(so for the past 2 weeks i have been slacking alot alot and alot..)..alot of things happened and i forgot the exact date it happened..ok..! i went to skate..went to shop..went for dance..hang out with my frenz..family day..! ya..abt there la..(kinda routine and sounds boring..but definitely better than yours..)..Roy birthday is on 25th september..yes! and we are going to hav gd food..(mama say is at mirama hotel..jap food since royroy like..will go there and try out..if i like than intro u guyz go..)..ok what i found interesting this week was abt yangyang..my youngest brother..lolx! now i can finally conclude that he has a gf..eh..and is mix blood..chinese mix with japanese i think..wth la..(thought royroy was an ass..he even more ass..both of them super lucky one lor..lolx!) anyway..! he da si bu cheng ren (beat til die also dowan admit) but i juz reverse pycho him la..omgosh! he fell for it unknowingly like my 2 female cousin..sounded suspicious..so i went to check his handphone..the moment i snatch his hp..he str8 away hit me..pinch my nipple..lolx! (damn pain la..) i mean if really no mushy mgs why so agitated la..lolx! (so my mum wenta check his hp when he orhing..) so like i guess he really got a gf..if he reallyy know how to maintain i mean this gal surely is one hot babe u see on the streets one lor..must train him so that he can hold the ace card..(ace card = the less emotional and dependant one..or know how to play hard to get one..)..this gal than wont fly away..soon it will be my turn liaoz..i swear man!

what can u do with him?

2007-09-11T11:20:00.000+08:00

Joke of the week..

On Monday afternoon

ME: 'wah! sian leh..my supervisor give me the table like shit man..dont even look like a table lor..so messy..have to rearrange everything for her..make me so busy..'

Ambrose: 'what to do..she give u than u do la..must make do of stuffs ma..plus u haven been doing things recently lor..'

ME: 'how to make do sia?'

Ambrose: 'aiya..make do..like i giv u lemon..u make lemonade out of it..'

ME: 'joke!...u think everything also can make do one meh?'

Ambrose: 'of cuz..is see how u use your creativity..'

ME: 'ok..giv u shit u make what out of it..'

Ambrose: *think..thinking..thinking harder..* 'i will make fertilisers and sell it' ( F*** like that also can..)

ME: 'haha!..ya la..but seriously arh..i giv u ambrose leh?'

ME: 'before u speak...i think we must admit we cannot do anything out of it..'

Ambrose: '....' (FYI..ambrose is taking his 5th year in poly..lolx..he dont mind me suaning him one..but he keep bragging abt his 250+ PSLE lor..fuck..! i only like got 219?)

y POPPING!

2007-09-07T09:02:00.001+08:00

chereograph!..for some of u guyz who hav been frequently viewing my blog..u must have knew that i actually took up popping course in oschool! haha! and the requirement to pass popping 2 is a chereography..lolx! 12 8s dance move..basically inside must hav isolation..hittings..waves...rolls..etc la..! and yup..! basically ytd like wad ben predicted..everyone keep push here and there..lolx! but eventually i was like..anyway u needa show wad..so i went up first lor..! haha!! than after that no one came up liaoz..in the end they cheated my feelings..cuz ben allow all 3 of them to showcase at the same time..(glad ben praise me..haha! he said i was moving into the music..not juz having steps..!..aiya..along this line la..) i was like thinking freestyle of cuz move with music ma..! but everyone was gdgd..haha! got loads to learn..the timing is super impt..reboounces..angles..! y learnt dance..lolx! (some of u must be thinking go club hao lian right?) u siao arh! dont know popping dont anyhow come with conclusion la..popping is all electro music and rap..! club dont hav this type of songs or everybody will run away..it is juz so boom than ba..than boom than ba..! for 1 hour leh..! so boring..initially i was contemplating between hiphop and popping..! but come to think of it..i chose popping..probable..cuz!

1) popping is technical like break dance..! u must know the move than apply it into the song..! hiphop is the pose, isolation and strength of body..! there is no technical move..like baby freeze, windmill..or cobra..
2) popping can battle it out like break dance..
3) popping has more guyz than girls..!

but still will dwell into hiphop soon cuz i like the song..! especially new style..! or lyrical hiphop style..! love their groove..! til than i combine popping and hiphop together..! strength + technique = nobody can copy..! so til than!

My one and a half fist size brain!

2007-09-06T14:49:00.000+08:00

I swear it is difficult..! F*** man..! ask me to solo..ask me chereograph! and here i tot it would be easy..!..i took it up and decided that i will chereograph on wednesday and practice on thursday since i freestyle most of the time and changes moves all the time..! lolx! but than..arghh!! i am going ballistic man..sigh! i swear it is all gonna do with my brain..! this punny little 1 and a half fist size brain juz cannot generate sufficient electrical impulses to trigger the consensus motion of my limps.and subconciously into the plane mirror u see a incredulous handsome guy posing a showcase of his hardwork..yet bring smirks to the 5 pathetic audience..!! this juz contradicts with the multiple dream this fantasist had in front of his company computer! aiya! probably..! it juz isnt my cup of tea..! will jus be super honest and say..! ' i am sick!! i didnt have time to chereograph! ' hehez! :)

1 day Chereography!

2007-09-05T13:32:00.000+08:00

OoO shit oOo shit! damn dead..i juz realised i hav 1 day left for chereography..it is a 12 8 song..freaking fast..die liaoz..! lazy ard too much le..later i end up doing freestyle sia..! haha! *thinking..'hey! nick that was cool..! can do it once more for the class?' than i will be like..eh..i freestyle..forgot how to do the dance liaoz..! haha! jkjk..think too much..lolx!..guess i gotten super stress with it..needa go and practise liaoz la..sian! some waves arh..really super irritating and super diff to do leh..! do til whole body ache..wanted to blog something more meaningful..haha! but i really got no time..maybe after i relieve my stress..! dont expect much from a 1 day chereography..

Nichol'asm' and org'asm'

2007-09-04T16:20:00.000+08:00

OK! now i can officially proudly declare that my MP is not gonna FREAKING carry out! argh! pretty much expected la..i step into this company and realised that i am attached to a f***ing documentation department..(apparantly jc ambrose got into Chemistry..Ken got into Product development..!) and me?some system release sh1t that does documentation..how the hell are u gonna give me a decent project!! and FYI it is their first time having IA student..i was like..omgod la! y me man..! initially..my supervisor was like..oO we will give u a freaking huge project..lolx! but..he juz throw me to another person who is totally not gonna be responsible for my attachment..i was like wth la..! ok..anyway! the past is the past..no point digging them all out! (unless these gonna go right up their ass..upside down and inside out)..u guyz know me la..u dont wth play with my academic grades ok!! i hate ppl who is so not responsible la..! humpff!! 20 HAZILLION breath of fire..now they juz throw me 1 link to a website that gives nth..(apparantly they say..when it comes out it will be like that..) haiz! poor me..i hav to juz F***ing PHOTOSHOP LA..change all the icons and sh1t..hope that LOfficer dont know and wont question me..or i will use nicholasm self made bullshit..and smoke him til he got lung cancer..! (haha..i like orgasm..so and nicholasm juz fits in nicely with a 'm' behind which resembles orgasm..woot..!! i think the person who invented this word must be name as 'ORG' than one fine day..'shehe' aiya..dont know is she or he la..does the BIG M..and had the BIG O..so add 'asm'..become orgasm..aiya..lame!!) grace..! i know u are gd in photo shop..save me!!

Hunter and tiger JOKE

2007-09-04T10:20:00.000+08:00

arghh!! i am super stress now! my project is not moving at all..my supervisor wants me to smoke everything leh..wth la..i mean..if u knew that the project isnt gonna be carried out any sooner than dont let me use this project as my MP la..! wth! my frenz gotten all their data for their MP liaoz..! me leh?..HAVEN even STARTED!!!!! screwed up! knew this department **** in giving me a decent project!..ok updates..(sry..i dont blog at home one! and monday i took MC)

Friday!
Went out with the couple grp..omgosh! i swear if Raymond wasnt there i gonna go home str8 man..! wth la..even with raymond i felt weird lor..dont know where to stand..like so light bulb..! anyway..watched movie 1408..i swear it was thrilling..lolx! half of the time my hands were covering my eyes..! haha! ya..tm i dont know why but rmb that i dont use to get frightened so easily..but i think the more i hang out with u..(i bet gavin is starting to hav this symptoom as well..)..the least i will like this type of thrilling shows..(but too bad i juz wanna see the outcome..how the hell that skeptic get out of that room..wahah!..)

Sat!
ok! i freaking slept at 3 ok?omgosh! and woke up at 9..apparantly i would kill myself to wake up man..! but..cuz raymond got into accident..and shane hav no partner to go for wind surfing..so i replace him lor..! (dada super gd as usual..haha! he sponsor me half of it..love him man!) was damn beat..so i was very irritated with the noobness in me..trying to balance..come to think of it arh..when i learnt skate also lydat lor.! but who cares..had fun can liaoz..buddan got lotsa of abbrasion and sun burn..! wanted to skate after that..but F***ing hell rain..sian 3/4..chat with shane at parkway..haha! he kana scam i think..5.50 for a plate of 'Chai fan'..lolx!

Sun!
eh..woke up like 12 +..hm..! dada say needa go to temple..but u know i am like a christian..we have mutual respect for each other..thats y we dont hav conflicts usually..cuz u know..some christians insist that they cannot go temple to pray or wadsoever..i mean..harlow?God said we can take the jolksticks la! come on la..even going into a temple doesnt kill..plz..! go freaking read your bible b4 u start commenting abt all the sh1t again..! hate it when christians dont get their bible knowledge well..so eventually..i agreed..but mama was gd..she said..' u pei us go visit gdada and gmama..but u dont hav to hold jolksticks'..i was like wah! haha! but deep in me..even if they insist that i hold it..i will lor..cuz how am i gonna honor God aka my father in heaven..if i cant honor my parents here..yap! wenta surf again..got even more abbrasions and stuffs..got abit more balance..will go back there after my course..btw it is super cheap..8 bucks for 2 hrs..:)..

Mon!
i woke up and decided not to go to work..shall be a bad boy for once..breakfast with dada when he told me abt how granddada love to eat 'ya kun' bread..(we were at compass point ya kun)..he said last time he eat is smaller pieces and eat with toothpick one..and they sell fresh banana as well..lolx! (so weird..selling bananas when i can eat it at home..).. he send me to polyclinic to buy MC..lolx! that doc was super frenly..i mean..b4 i know it.we were chatting abt Liverpool match..lolx! 6 vs 0 against derby man..!

ok..joke of the day..! yangyang..! (my youngest bro)..he is super gd at inventing joke to amuse us..! here goes..Warning..LAME IQ JOKE..!

there is a hunter..who is equipped with a shot gun..! this gun has a firing range of 1 metre..how is he gonna kill a tiger that is 10 metres away..assuming that both tiger and hunter cannot move..lol! (TAG MY tagworld with your ans...)

Karine i did it.!

2007-08-31T10:50:00.000+08:00

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for (haha..i dont wish for..if i want it i get it myself..)..so is top 5 things i want!..

1. AX jeans..i like the str8 cut denim jeans (light color..)..

2. 2 more addidas jacket..(one white and one green..!)

3. Black and white shirt shirt with gold or silver imprint from AX and Zara..

4. Train up for NS and at the same time hav nice bods..:)

5. Somebody to accompany me to watch movie..! (this one can only wish..and hopE!)

Ans following questions:

1. The person who tag you is?: Karine Kwan

2. Your relationship with her is: gd frenz..!

3. Your 5 impressions of her: outspoken, independant, thoughtful, bimbotic with her 2 other primary school fren lolx! and loud.

4. The most memorable thing she had done for you?: Slap me!!

5. The most memorable words she had said to you?: she said 'can dont be so obvious not..keep same card with adeline...'

6. if she becomes your lover, you will?: NV will. cuz shane is one of my best fren from TP

7. if she becomes your lover, things he has to improve on will be?: read 7...

8. if she becomes your enemy, you will?: i guess very diff la right karine? (cuz i am frenly :p..no la..both of us is frenly..).

9. if she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?: y u keep asking y when there is totally impossible..hmpff! i cherish my frenz ok!! lolx..

10. the most desire thing you want to do for her now is?: be a trueful fren

11. your overall impression of her is?: not bad..

12. How do you think people around you will feel about her?: outspoken!

13. the character you love of yourself is?: optimistic!

14. on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?: overfrenlyness (if there is such a word..cuz i often get misunderstood!)

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?: my dada (but he wants me to be better than him..and for his sake i will..)

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them: thanks for being there for me and tolerating my nonsense

17. pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you..(so this is where i kana from karine..lolx!)..no obligations for me..! but..i wanna know how my close frens feel abt me..(if your name is not stated dont be offended..cuz i can only list 10! )

1. Tong ming

2. Gavin

3. Serbas

4. Shane

5. Hazel

6. Pai

7. Mandy

8. Jiaxin

9. Xinle

10. Valencia

who is no.6 having relationship with?: not sure..i forgot his name..but! is a tann a tall guy..hopefully it works cuz i think he is a nice guy!...

Is no.9 a male or female?: Female

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?: not possible. les?and 7 has a bf and 10 wanna concentrate on her studies..

How bout no.8 and 5?les again?! ...lolx..but both of them qutie close so...u nv know

Where is no.2 studying?: SISPEC!(lolx..if u consider that as study..he will be in SMU la..)

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?: b4 jx bday..

What kind of music does no.8 like?: Chinese Songs

Does no.1 has any siblings ?: YES! sister who wanna rape aaron..!and brother that is totally not like him in terms of appearance..!!

Will you woo no.3?: siao arh!

How about no.7?: i swear i nv see the question b4 i put the names..yar! she is my ex..and if u read my blog entries u know i am very sensitive with this issue..dont dig it out ok?

Is no.4 single?: nope..together with the person who tag me to do this thing..

What is the surname of no.5?: Lam.

What is the nickname of no.10?: nv gave her one..but come to think abt it..probably ppl who met her for the first time..will introduce their name as Man U or Chelsea!

What is the hobby of no.4?: Guitar..Majong!

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?: eh..they surely will if they get to know each other..cuz both are frenly

Tallk something abt no.1?: HANDSOME BOI la! happy? haha.!

Have you try developing feelings for no.8?: she is a very gd fren of mine..7 years?

Where does no.9 live at? harbor front..(poor raynor..needa send her to so far..FYI i already know upside down of raynor..so i nv tag him..lolx! he is one of my closest cousin..)

What color does no.4 like?: he is comfortable with colors i guess?

Are no.5 and 1 best friends?: gd fren..exclassmates....

Does no.7 likes no.2?: lolx! she is a faithful girl..she likes her current bf..!!!

How do you get to know no.2?my secondary school buddy.

Does no.1 have any pets?: no..but her sister got hamster..

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?: she used to be...

no obligation to do it..! i juz happened to hav nth to do..and karine insisted that i do it..! :0..

'B'log and 'B'itch start with 'B'

2007-08-31T09:06:00.000+08:00

Self-Obsession..this is the worst thing and i guess it is the last thing i would want to have in me..lolx!!..i believe self obsession is one kind of illness that is in those TOP students..and they hav this..' i am F***ing better than u..and u NEED me to get gd grades..' attitude..haha!! dont know y feel like talking abt this topic also..probably..cuz jiachen told me abt how the top boy wanna get close to their clique by flaunting his notes telling them 'these will come out in exam..' haha!! apparantly..jiachen and his clique were like thinking..u think i give a damn to my studies like how u do? (suck dick to get gd grades..haha!! jiachen said this is so pathetic..)..yes..i hav this type of ppl in my course..haha!! and yes!! i am bitching abt that person..who cares..apparantly..i hav met somebody even worst than him..is in my course as well..this person even worst..at least the him that i hav mentioned is really gd in his studies..but..this guy..he can hardly even beat anyone of us and he thinks that he has the most extravegance gf that can send holy aura to infiltrate your pupils into your retina which will put your nerve system to a halt..(..but the fact is i am blind and at the same time my dick challenges to shrink inwards cuz his gf accidentally reveal her panties..omgosh!!)..y i suddenly mention abt this 2 person..hmm..!! simply becuz they hav this self obsession thing in them which makes them think that the world revolves ard them..i dont pity them like how i do when i see a lame or maimed person..(i meant real LAME..not that lame with your mouth..omgosh!)..cuz i feel this self obsession thing accumulates inevitably and one should constantly sieve it away..(i suddenly feel like drinking soup..and always feel that the oil above it is like self obsession equally disgusting..wow!! gd link sia..woot..)..too bad..! shane sam and me kana backstab b4..and we cant 4give those that backstab frenz..(too fake..)..

Unfair TREATMENT from sg UNI

2007-08-30T11:17:00.000+08:00

haizz!! feeling super dilema now..!! especially when i finish reading the uni criteria and realised i am stuck at no where..i want chemical engineering degree (NUS or NTU) i want Business Management/Accountancy (SMU)..walao but i am only given Material/environmental engineering and chemistry..!! i dowan all this shit course lor..why are POLY students kana treated so unfairly..! sian..for all of the above course that i want lolx u need at least GPA 3.7 to 3.8..(and for your info..there is like only 5 students with CGPA of 3.7 in a 100 student la..i am ranked inside top 10 % leh..but they still dowan me!!..) and i am like not anywhere near it..!! ok..y i am stuck?!! see..apparantly i ask one of my mentor and he said..actually if u get a chemistry degree and go into a chemical engineering field..your pay is the same as those diploma grad..(WTF!!)..i mean than i take for what..and i chiong so hard for poly for what man..! my CGPA now is 3.47.. and i need some advise..btw..!! chemist are taking a pay of 2.2k..i go out to work as diploma grad i can take 2.4 k pay with allowance..u see if i hav a CGPA of like 2 or 2.5..i would probably be not so sian..juz go overseas study str8..but now i am like not high and not low..dont know what to do la..!!

i feel so terrible!

2007-08-29T14:51:00.000+08:00

haiZ! dont know what is going in me this few days man..!! probably like what they say..love and emotions are in sub-concious..u cant control it at all..!! been feeling so loveless this few days..(dada and mama still love me la..! i mean BGR..?..ya loveless for the past 3 years..but now the feeling is so strong..) hmm.!! dont know if u guyz actually heard this b4..Do u know that GOD made us such a way that we are suppose to be attached at the age of 18 - 20?? haha!! i mean we are made such a way la..! cuz..u see..we are the most beautiful object to the opposite sex when we are ard this age..statistics have shown that girls at the age of 18 produces top quality babies..e.t.c?..and i guess ba..probably thats y i feel like having a girl to teng!! lolx!! sound so weird..(i still dont deny that girls are troublesome..oppz!! peace..)..i mean dont u feel happy when u see the person u love smile..i try my best to do it man..!! lolx!..probably since our body is made such a way that we are so super ahemm!! ACTIVE!! than i guess our emotions are also configured this way la..

ARGHH!! Frenz u guyz are suppose to keep me occupied so that i wont feel this way..not make me envy u guyz la..stupid ass!!!..peace..(call me out still ok?..lolx!)

signing off..!! BORED!!

Beaten up weekend.!!

2007-08-27T08:41:00.001+08:00

hmm..ok another monday again!!.haha! will not complain about mondays since all mondays are the same and u can juz review my thoughts for monday via other entries.updates..!! yawn!

Friday..
woot! fri was suppose to meet tm to skate with IC..buddan..tm play maple story play til like 9 before say he he finally wanted to go..omgosh..from my hse to ecpark is like 1 1/2 hrs..and i hav program the next day..so yup..missed it!!

Sat..
Morning was with jon raymond aldric..(grace joanna shane karine ps us..)..we wenta water fest..woot..!! it was super fun..though i left in a rush..but the rides were cool..haha!! banana boat..ok apparantly i took it once when i was very young and had little thoughts to it..but haha!! this thoughts were amplified on sat..! saw beatrice (i think is lydat spell) and her bf (i think so..cuz they were closely attached together..lolx.) yup the xiao hua xiao chao rep for TP..she was juz behind us..initially i was like..this girl very familar..than jon say ya is her..so yup..her than her lor..!! the afternoon sun was damn hot..omgosh!! i shldnt reject the girls promoting sun tann lotion..they wanted to apply for us..but i mean u dont pop up in front of somebody and want to apply the lotion for them right?..u gave me a shock more than anything else..so i got an uneven tann and ++ difficulty in sleeping..btw i kinda like the color of my skin now though..mummy say it looks like medium rare beef..(red + dark brown..) but she added that it wouldnt last long...!!

Rush to get jx a golden harvanas slipper that she love..haha..!! (she said she love it)..so our hardwork paid off..than met up with pai and aaron to pass them jx present..lolx!! i am really apologetic ok..!! i am short of time..though i really wanna meet up with u guyz for jx bday party..but i promised xin le and raynor b4 hand..!! hmm..really sry..!! but will meet up soon ok??ya i will organise..no promise..but will try my best..:)

ok..so i met up with xinle and raynor at marina at ard 7 +? took a quick dinner..(my fav double cheese burger..) i only took brunch with mum and dad in the morning..(the whole day was rushing to get things done)..so i am like super hungry..ok..attended this NUS SCi paegent..xinle's fren is amongst the contestant..so we went to support her fren..(actually i didnt know the paegent' name til than..lolx..pretty looking girl..) oO.ya..! anyway she won..xinle was like so wow..by the male paegent body la..lolx! right xinle..?though i think only M6 has a nice body..(raynor tot it was not proportionate..)..Oo ya met this interesting girl..haha!! her name is michelle. ya.. xinle's fren..kinda shock at first when she spoke up first..but she is very out going and out spoken..haha!! i mean i get quite comfortable when ppl are outgoing..at least it wouldnt be so boring..haha!! both of us tot F5 would hav won..cuz she look and sound so mix!!.(though we are there to support F2).. oO..xinle..all becuz of u i became a damn liar and a desperate guy who clubs 4 times a week..(u mad arh..i only club when u guyz club la..lolx! and the last time we actually club is like a month or 2 ago?)..aiya..! but probably might not meet this girl anymore in my entire life so..yup!! quite offended when she say i hav the look of a clubber..and for those who doesnt know me..plz dont comment on me like some desperate clubber finding somebody to hook..! clubbing is juz another recreation u do with your fren..is juz another stage of life..like driving..so if u comment on me and sound as if i am one real desperate clubber..than let me tell u..!! dont take driving cuz u are juz another pathetic person who drives on your dads petrol..so if i didnt sound or even thought of it that way..plz..!! keep those sarcasm to yourself..:)..left at 12 cuz i am so tire..

Sunday
REST DAY!! (though my back hurts like mad..)

Charge u next time

2007-08-24T16:50:00.001+08:00

haha..ya!! i am gonna charge Wyeth next time for using me as an actor for their video..omgosh!! they are like so demanding lar...and luckily i manage to end everything juz on time..4.50 pm.. and 10 min to clear up this blog..!! haha!! so quick one..apparantly this is my very first time shooting a video..and i 'NG' freakily so many times...i wash my hands 20 GAZILLION times..throw away 200 HAZILLION large gloves and face mask man..arghh!! it is so terrible..too slow they complain..too fast they complain..!! hmm.. but overall it is wonderfull..not becuz of the directors..but becuz got me..wahaha!! MAIN actor..i am gonna be so very famous man..!! (lolx..u must be kidding me..omgosh!!) whole day of shooting and out come the video..will upload it..but it is some GMP stuffs la..boring though..!! but it is super tough ok?...! :) ..bet ya cannot have such experience during your internship..:P..three pats on my back..!! any GMP company need me to help u take video shoots..i got EXPERIENCE wahahaha!! siging off..! still waiting for her to come by...!!!!!

The SNOW QUEEN

2007-08-23T16:37:00.000+08:00

yes!! i have officially chiong finish the show after 3 nights of 3 hour sleep..lolx!! aiya..too tempted to continue le lar...i hate myself to not sleep on time lor..haiz..!! but wat to do..i am quite stired by the show..hmm..suppose to blog earlier one lor..but apparantly i am free only juz now..aiyoz!! they need actors for the video clip for our company so they juz happily ask me to be..know that i am an IA student..and i wont reject them..!! ok so juz ended today's video..will continue tmr..(lucky continue tmr..i am suppose to leave at 5 for popping..drag my time i kill them..haha..!!peace..jkjk..)..oO ya..The SNOW QUEEN..i like both the main actor and actress..love it when

Main actor says "BORA..bi ar nei"..or sry BORA (Bora is the main actress name..)

Main actress says "Oppa.." or Brother..(apparantly..female address their love ones lydat..)

Learnt smth that i can use.."SARANG EI"..love u..:)

Signing off le..popping..!!

Sry Sry

2007-08-21T09:09:00.000+08:00

paiseh!! lolx..been busy with lotsa stuff last week..haiz..i know it shldnt be an excuse to not blog..since blogging is like writing a diary..haha!! ok..shall be more committed la..!! ok..updates.!

Thursday..
yupz..!! dance day..lolx..the day i actually hav to be so specific in controlling my muscle and isolating my movements..lolx!! kinda tough but i love body expression!! dance is juz another form of expressing ourselves..is an art derived from another art..learn static wave..and yes..only that..and it took us 1 hr..ben mentioned that we hav to be prepared to stay til 9.30 or 10 every week cuz the schedule is really cramp..3 more weeks to free style..(needa chereograph the dance with juz waves in 1 week..stress!!)

Friday..
Adeline bday..most impt i saw shane and karine (they are both in one man..!! haha..impressive couple..!! needless to say..they brought me happiness in my poly life..), adeline (she was the birth of my interest to dance..haha..!! gave me courage and brought me to oschool) and eugene..(lolx..he really took care of me when i was in shanghai man..i was very down with BGR at that moment..i didnt really care abt anything..but hey..he got hypothermia that time i also nv bo chap him lor..)..went to blu jaz to hav dinner..adeline..!! yup i owe u a present..

Saturday..
ya..!! project discussion 2..omgosh..!! everyone is so prepared for everything..i didnt bother much..didnt hav energy to care so much also..i know this is so wrong..i needa get into a local uni and not bring more budden to dada and mama..!! but too tire to chiong liaoz..!! met up with my classmate..haha!! i guess we juz miss each other la..!! (walk ard tm finding things to do..lolx..juz dowan to go home..shane still say he tire lor..)

Sunday..
ok..basically on sat night mum was watching this korean show that i am so addicted to now..(ok..not the typical korean shows ok?..lolx..though is love story as well but this story is adapted from an italian or english novel..) best man..!! haven finish..but til now the conclusion i came with was that..even the most intellectual person cannot make the correct decision when it has to deal with emotions..FYI..the male lead is "so called.." korean genius in maths..skip 8 years of school with a only a elementary school cert..(he left school cuz he guilty his fren died in the math competition with him)..he gave lecture to the top students in korean uni..lolx!! skip 8 years of school without attending uni can give uni student lectures sia..but so smart yet..when it comes to a relationship..lolx!!..

Entry may sound emo..but i think probably i am juz too tire..juz wanna stop and wait for the gal to arrive..ya!! i admit la..i probably arent strong in this area when it comes to singlehood...!!

Idolism

2007-08-13T09:24:00.000+08:00

Hmm..spoke with my idol juz a few days ago..haha!! ya my idol is my dad..he is getting older and older as days pass..hopefully he will not think that he is still that commando that he used to be..so that he will exercise more..i mean..he is still much fitter than your dad man..!! yar..yours..!! ?..(my dad does running 3 times a week and swim 2 a week also got high cholesterol lor)..but I mean..u cant take for granted right..get them to do check up at least 2 times a year man..full body check..!! (this type of money cannot save one..)..yup! ok anyway..was telling my dad that I wanna study part time uni rather than full time..than he was like y…?so I told him abt the opportunity cost thing..earning experience and studying at the same time and blar blar..than he said this.. ”he is the one not becuz he can do things..but becuz he can get things done..” this sentence struck me immediately..i mean like every time when I am in the mist..he will juz come by and speak light to me..haha!! he said this..when u are studying full time in the university..u get close relation with your uni frenz..u get the bonding that couldn’t be bought with money..!! he said..u know y rich people get richer and poor gets poorer?..simply becuz rich people know the rich people who are capable..and these rich people help one another to get richer..whereas poor people cant get out of the poverty cycle of getting poorer..a business man..(I forgot his name..) said this “ your success comes very much..80 % from your surrounding frenz..20 % from opportunity..” and it differs only 20 %..imagine having seniors and juniors undergrad as your frenz..and all going out into the society holding all the major post in the work force..altogether capable..making our way up the success ladder..haha!! all the while I hav been thinking that the cert is juz a paper..hmm..but u guyz out there..if u are as smart and as far sighted as my dad..probably u realize that the paper is impt..but the contacts is yet more impt..

Happy Bday SG!!

2007-08-10T09:25:00.000+08:00

Ok..!! apparently..most of my frenz hav wished sg happy bday..though it is abit late..probably 9 hrs late..i shall wish sg happy bday..!! HAPPY BDAY SINGAPORE!!..haha had lotsa fun ytd..omgosh.. I was like so damn tire now facing the computer la..i reach home at ard 2am man..woke up at 6 instead..mum said she will fetch me there since I am so tire..love my mum..haha!! anyway..was with grace shane karine and jon..wenta take part in the largest human flag in sg....but sat there for like 3 hrs?playing the sword..clappers and the hitters..!! aiya hack la..super enthu ytd..cuz TP own man..!! ytd all the Tpsian all so sporting..haha!! it was cool opening and closing and be part of the event la..but there was hell lotsa of ppl under the hot sun..so I was so damn wet..!! wenta meet tong ming and the rest after that..ok now I shld say I mus blame that ass who said merlion..!! see..i squeeze my way through city link to marina to meet tm for dinner..than tm say wanna go find the rest at merlion..so we squeeze back to city link…hoping to go to the lion..but cuz there were too many road block..street blocks..we had to go behind of esplanade to meet them.!! gave up since we saw so many blangahs and weird ppl waiting to get through the underpass..guess wad..we walk back to where I was…padang!! (that was where the human largest flag was)..but I got so pissed eventually cuz of walking up and down.always back to where we were..and there was so much noise and ppl..i called weilong and jim..guess where they were..LOLX.. at clifford’s pier..which is one highway across where we were la..apparantly from clifford pier..u can see the merlion right at the far end..but I mean since u say u are at merlion..at least if u are near there it is ok right?but they are at the end of the bridge..omgosh!!..the bridge is so crowded with ppl..blangahs..no pretty galz..!!..at the end met at central..(tm prefer to speed hack and walk to central..****ing far leh..but manage to..reach there drenched with perspiration..)..y am I complaining since I said I enjoyed..haha!! so weird..ok nvm..wenta billy bombers to pei them hav dinner..took strawberry ice cream shake..damn sweet..damn nice..!! haha!! Hang ard playing qi ko pa..(some scissors paper and stone game)..and the qing wa game..(frog game..) at the side of clark quay..really enjoy meeting up with my poly and sec frenz….oOo ya..saw eve..!! (tm..y take bus..bet u mus be..shit shld hav took train right?:P)..photos laters..they sent me le than upload..!

Sex on the beach

2007-08-08T13:21:00.001+08:00

SEX ON THE BEACH

There was 3 person stranded on an island...1 female and 2 male..ok apparantly..becuz they are human..!! they needed SEX!! ya..sex on the beach..

male A said "i will take her on Mon..Wed..Fri.."

male B said "i will take her on Tues..Thurs..Sat.."

the girl went on to say "ok i shall rest on sun"

they enjoyed themselves so much...that one day..the girl died (ambrose didnt say y but i think was overbleeding on the vagina due to too much friction..or overorgasm fluid..)

Both of them look at each other and tot..gave each other a wink!! (apparantly though the girl is dead they wanted to continue to hav sex)

male A had sex on the first monday when the girl died...

so did male B..he had sex on the first tuesday the girl died..

But on Wednesday..they both burried the girl and said.."i couldnt take it anymore"

AMbrose wants to be recognise for this joke..!! :)

SEX appeal..

2007-08-07T11:32:00.000+08:00

Face it la..i am from MARS and ya..from MARS!! And MARSIANS look at VENUSIAN for their APPEARANCE…face it..!! I don’t care what u gonna preach like all girls are pretty or what so ever..let me repeat..Pretty is a term given to a VENUSIAN from a MARSIAN..(there is no point for your fellow female fren to tell u that u are pretty cuz they aren’t gonna marry u..neither do u give it to yourself..egosentric freak..!..look into the mirror..think twice if u think u are pretty cuz u are an elephant in my sight..who cares..) **** care la..not happy leave la..!! :P..aiyo..okok..! neautral..peace..!! anyway..personally..my if u fall into the category of pretty..u either hav..

Long semi curly hair..:)
Dark Brown hair with slight highlight..:):)
Long eyelashes with slight mascara..(not extended..)..:):):)
Shiny brown eyes..:):)
Super white teeth..:)
C cup or D cup..cuz E and above is not proportionate..:):)
SLIM Long legs..(I mean the legs are 2 times longer than the body length and not skinny but SLIM..)..:):):):)
168-170 in height..:):):)
Fair Skin and smooth skin..:):):)
Tanned skin..(ok..this is subjective..cuz red..burn not equals to tann..that is BURNT).. :)
MIX BLOOD…:):):):):)
:) - :):):):):) gauge for sex appeal..if u hav 15:) in total arh..i probably ask for your number on the streets..which means..eh.! none..cuz i believe nobody wil be that gd looking ba..and if u really do..than probably u dont hav a nice charcter..i mean base on chemistry thereom..i forgot the name..! yap..and FYI this is only for reference for pretty only..but i dont want to have such a pretty gf to hav all the insecurities in the world..

Back!!

2007-08-06T10:18:00.000+08:00

Hey..!! I am back..lolx!! haha..sry for not updating my blog..aiya..!! I mean..if I am not working I would be spending time enjoying myself lor..unless when I am at work..than that is different thing..anyway!! haha..took 5 days of break..woohoo..!! but I mean I was really sick on Thursday la..lolx!! now I still hav sore throat lor..Nigel was like..”how are u?” than I say I am fine...immediately he say your voice don’t sound so..lolx!! J..i don’t take MC for nth one ok..!! Wednesday was overseas seminar..followed by gathering with shane..karine..grace..jon...ray…aldric..joanna..ok..at café cartel!! y I list them..juz in case they 4got..u owe me money..!! wahaha..!! jkjk.and after that was like omgosh hell..!! ya..ALONE movie..the show is like wth..i hate ghost show..lotsa things happened on Wednesday to make me contemplate on overseas uni man..! course manager said this..ok..if overseas uni gives u 2 years exemption (base on my results) + ½ year exemption (skip internship) =2 ½ years exemption..i would juz needa study for 1 ½ years..which is abt 50k to 60k...and calculating opportunity cost..i will be 1 ½ years faster than my JC frenz..or 2 ½ year faster than myself (if I am taking a local uni)..than using that time I can earn abt 60k (which means..i earn back what I spent..) In addition I gain 1 ½ years of work experience which is MUCH MUCH more impt than a piece of paper..earlier work = more contact in relevant industries = more opportunity = more $$…PLUS PLUS PLUS…I am atmost interested to study forensic chemical sci (CANADA) more than a CHEMISTRY (singapore)..!! so do tag to give me advise ok??baby! put bracers liaoz don’t bite ice le la..! and tag me!!

Bday entry..!

2007-07-30T16:28:00.000+08:00

Sob two million times..cuz I now officially is out of release station..i miss the cosy corner..lolx!! where I can blog for all I care..lolx!! though I nv blog a lot but I hav been visiting all kinds of blogs and reading all your entries..haiz!! now cannot le la..u bet I can now..lolx!! 6 eyes man..i am blogging now using word with font size of 7 man..i cant even see it myself lor..hopefully they don’t hav thousand mile eyes..(qian li yan)..arghh!! had fun for my bdae..haha!! got a wonderful cake for myself..eh..now I can officially announce I got 2 present liaoz..one from buddy and pai..1 from colleague..J..anymore??sat was fun though everything did not went smoothly..haha..!! I planned to meet tm and gavin to watch harry potter(didnt get to meet them cuz tm needa work..) b4 I head down to ecpark to meet my diving mates..(haha..one of them had the same bday as me..and cuz of that I drank almost half a glass of BEER for her..omgosh!! that is disgusting)..went to meet angeline at central to go mos..buddan..she say she needa go to bugis to celebrate her frenz bday..lolx..(y so many ppls’ bday happen to fall on the same day as me de arh??) oO ya..than the moment reach there only gave both of us 2 glass of tiger..omgosh!! I didn’t finish it..i swear I didn’t..i like alcohol..not beer..lol!!after that wenta mos to club lor..oOo ya saw zhang long and gary..hmm..and ya..marcus clubs..yes..now a DHLister clubs so often..it is so unfair..(he pinch my nimple la..wth.)..long time nv see zl and gary le..haha!! gota catch up with him for bball one day…haha!! He say I fat liaoz!!..(did I??) though I drank quite a lot..(3 tuquila pop..2 tuquila shot..1 vodka coke..)..angeline drank even more..LOLX!! she drank I think 2 shots more..hmm..than went veinna on Sunday with dada and mama..eh..oO ya..finally I found my short lost starfish I picked up from the seabed of tioman..grace soh!! U mus return that thing to me ok?I risked my life to take that lor..becuz of that I made aldric and jon angry leh..(lolx accidentally hit them with my flippers when I turned ard..)..that is my first item from my first dive..so u return it when u read this blog entry k??lolx!! return me I treat u eat lunch on wed or fri afternoon..oOo ya.. meet for lunch hor..u and Joanna..!! I meeting shane on wed and fri..(using school seminar as an excuse to not go for work..) anyway..*tsk..i really don’t like this place..!! cant even talk to ghost man…!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jolin and Sarah surprised me!!

2007-07-27T15:55:00.001+08:00

i hav got a birthday surprise..!!..i got a wonderful chocolate bar from jolin and sarah..really surprise leh..though is chocolate bar..but it is worth like a gold bar that made my day..!! cuz apparantly..they were talking abt age and stuffs..than they ask for mine..so i said.."19 lor..oOo.nono 18++ tmr than 19" than they were like..happy birthday..haha!! i felt so happy..after that..i wenta the washroom to pee..when i came back..i saw a wrapped gift (with raw material specification data list..lol..) than i was like..woah!!..haha..than they say hope your 19th bithday will be wonderful..i am like so shock..speechless..=-=!!..hmm..*recalling*long ago..to be frank..i am very afraid of my birthday..cuz..since young..my birthday was more or less the forgotten one..use to cry when i was very young..cuz apparantly..nobody rmb..go grandma hse..no body seems to bother..daddy and mummy forgot 3 times of my birthday i think..(i myself forgot 2 times..)..soon cuz of this..birthday became a normal day for me..i became very relectant to tell others my birthday cuz i am juz afraid that when the day comes with full of anticipation..ignorance or forget 'nance' will spoil my day..very sad one lor..!! my brothers since primary school have been recieving lotsa of birthday gifts from their frenz..but i dont seems to hav..haha..(not hinting something..nor blaming la..)..!! juz will admire la..! but these few years was very grateful to the ppl ard me..though i dont hav as many presents as both my brother..i feel that i am much happier than them..probably becuz of what that happened during my childhood..i was least expecting and least demanding..haha..so glad today..!! gonna go hav gd food later with daddy and mummy..!! but most imptly..JOLIN AND SARAH MADE MY DAY...!!!! thank YOU!!!

Are u happy?

2007-07-25T08:47:00.000+08:00

Deep in u..ask yourselves these questions honestly..

Are u admiring somebody's life..?

Are u comparing how smart u are or how rich he is..?

Are u envy of the things he has but u dont..?

Are u judging how pretty she is or how nice his body is..?

Inevitably all of us will hav a 'yes' on the questions above..actually it is harmless if u know that u hav these thoughts..but it can be vital if u dont realise that u possess them..cuz b4 u know it..u are consume by it into your sub councious mind..like how u breathe..how your heart beat..these thoughts actually become u..living to achieve what u admire..what u envy..living on other ppls' life..nv stopping to see how wonderful life is..nv stopping..nv stops..and b4 u know it..u are laying on the bed..while recollecting the things u had..and at the same time breathing with all your might..trying to catch a few more breathe b4 u are taken away..u ask yourselves this question "hav i had enough..?"..

but "were u and are u happy..?"

Dudes..live life the fullest..

Not comparing..

Not envying..

Not admiring..

Not judging..

Enjoying every bits of it..

Cuz u can only live once as a 18 year old..
And the grass is always greener at the opposite side..
The happiest person in this world isn’t the richest person..isn’t the most beautiful person..neither is the smartest person..it is the person that is satisfy with what he has that makes him the happiest person..are u satisfy with what is given to u?or are u juz living your life over others’..

hurts me to leave u..

2007-07-24T10:44:00.000+08:00

Arghh!! Why? Y do i hav to leave u..i juz don’t understand..haiz..*thinking* will ya miss the times we had togther..?the day when I fell in love with u immediately when I spotted u at the corner seat..we were like both strangers to each other b4 I took the initiative to actually know u..though u play hard to get and stuffs like that I did not give up wanting to understand.. despite your reluctance and times of mood swing I persisted and persisted and persisted....there was once when I tot I had u..and when I told u that my hardwork paid off..u hang there immediately..not speaking..not responding..i was disappointed and went to seek advise from my fren..all these continued for 1 month b4 u slowly became obedient..listening to every little thing I told u to do.. despite the times when I ignore u after work does not mean that I love u much lesser..but juz I needa hav time to spend with my frenz and family..i finally understand that without u I will juz live life meaningless since most of my time was spent with u..now u are in the hands of Wei jing..hopefully u will now be obedient to him like u did to me..please rmb the secret times we had together at the corner seat..exploring and giggling to the things we saw for the very first time of our life..neither will I forget those sound u made when I touch u..some times I juz don’t understand y cant we share u..i don’t mind sharing u with others actually..juz let me watch u..and occasionally touching u will make my life full of zeal and passion again..u probably think that I am out to search for a new one..a more challenging one..but the fact is that now I am given one now forcefully to accept though I prefer my previous u..!! haiz..don’t be sad too..for I hav removed every single dirt laying on u..so don’t worry that wei jing will find u dirty and “used”..though u are slow..but graphically u are presentable and the sound u made were astonishing..!! so I think wei jing wont mind..!! wei jing…this is the first computer I had during my attachment..please take gd care of it..thx!!

Y are Mondays so hurtful

2007-07-23T10:22:00.000+08:00

Totally hate Mondays man..! ytd dota til like so late b4 I go to slp..than needa wake up so early for work..omgosh! this is gonna kill me man..y mus my body take like 9 hr of rest instead of juz 4 hr of rest..(I know of ppl slp 4 hr than not tire le…I slp for 9 hr still needa crawl out of bed..) this is deadly man..hav 2 months and 10 days more…gogogo! Half way done..arghh!! yawn..! gonna do popping on Thursday...skate on Friday..my birthday on sat..accompany dada and mama on sun..ya! who wanna go club on Wednesday??coffee/movie/dinner on Tuesday also can..!! my time starts at nite after work..basically in the morn my company hire me to surf the net/blog/wait for lunch/wait for tea/read story book..ya! anyway..i need half blood prince and the 7th book..who has it??lend me so that I can occupy my time with all this man..my company damn cheapo also lor..give me 25 bucks only..shld give me 50 or 80 bucks ma..yupz..! I wanna go and hit the drums..who is interested let me know..we can go together..!! diving is on 24th august..i probably be going with my parents..(Leonard..wanna go?we go take advance)..

Pretty girls are like stars

2007-07-20T15:01:00.001+08:00

Woah! Juz finish my work..lolx..!! everyday I start work at ard 10 am? (despite starting at 8.30..i usually slack ard..surf net til 10 lydat)..lolx..and now is 2 pm..lolx..excluding lunch time..i work for like 2.5hrs??haha..suppose to work 7.5hr per day become 2.5 hrs..aiyoz…anyways!! ytd was like woot..apparently we finish gliding and it was like leg pain after that lar..the laughable part of ytd is actually banging into the glass door..trust me man..u will laugh..but don’t be surprise one day it happens to u..(I know u are laughing now abt how silly I can be..but when the day comes..probably u sms me or call me to apologise for laughing at me secretly behind your com..ass!!) YA!! I actually bang into the glass door..it was like so painful..the nose..omgosh!! (didn’t bleed la..but than..) totally camo man..cant see la..so clear..than juz *BANG ! and a loud Ooch made by me..lucky got nobody lor..(cuz I wenta the white room..) woot! As usual..i wenta see the reggae girls..omgosh man..the 2 girls are as usually giving off so much heat man..eh..but too bad it is probably the last few times can see them liaoz..lolx! they are like reggae 3..hopefully their next lesson and ours will be the same day..haha! going there juz to see them juz is so anticipating..:p..These girls are juz like beautiful objects..probably stars..haha!! I mean all pretty girls are..PRETTY girls only hor..plz don’t think u are pretty cuz pretty is a term given to u by me in here..not by youself..the term u should give yourself is called..self denial..(u are in my blog..my world..u go by my rules…)

TO BE or NOT TO BE

2007-07-18T10:59:00.000+08:00

U guyz must be curious with the title man..omgosh..haha.!! to be what arh??eh..this is the hottest topic u and I will face at this point of stage..if u are going to count % of frenz that will ask u “how are u today” and the % of frenz that ask u “u hav a gf/bf – simply are u attached?” I think we will hav a huge difference man..haha!! (which means..your frenz are more concern abt your private life than your life..lolx) anyway..actually to me..i will prefer singlehood..(ok..u guyz must be thinking sour grapes right??..eh..FINE!)

SingleHood

Haha..y singlehood??hmm..basically it gives me free time to pursue what I want in life ??to find the goal and purpose of life??I mean how are u going to find someone with a common goal in life when u haven found it yourself..(like the adults say..don’t find partners by looks..go for common purposes and goals in life..so that u wont hav major idealistic conflicts)..i think I am enjoying my singlehood now..and for the qns from my frenz..am I attached??or y don’t get attach??..i think it is a nono for now..i want to travel..i want to play extreme sports..i want to CLUB (juz dont understand y girls will hav so much insecurities when guy goes and club..lolx! it is juz another form of gathering la..)!!..but I dowan restrictions nor unwilling compromises..unless I can find someone that cares and love me yet respect and stand by my decision..becuz I find all the binding and restriction childish and irrelevant..but it doesn’t mean that I don’t realize the importance of a partner or a companion in life..but it isn’t juz the right time yet..:)..ok but for now..for those who are attach..don’t look back becuz u are responsible for the decision u made earlier ahead..(be it a..yes..i am willing to be your gf..or a..are u willing to be my gf)

DoubleHood (lolx..2 person wat..double lor..)

Some of my frenz come to me to lend a listening ear to them..(ALL are complaints abt how sad they are and sh1t…and I am quite tire of repeating..L..) ok 5 Cs..juz rmb them..i learnt from experiences from ppl whom I know when they share abt the perfection of their partner..

Communicate

Haha..for both guyz and ladies..u hav to communicate..omgosh..and I mean communicate in a way your partner knows what u are feeling (super difficult for male to understand if u don’t speak out your feelings..neither does ladies know the decision u hav made..)…y communicate so much right??hmm.i mean do u know what is the chemical bonding between lovely couples who understands each other more than themselves..yar!! it is SPEAK it all out…be it bitching…flirting…(ya u flirt with your partner..) wadever la..

Consistency

Omgosh..i am speaking to all the guyz here including myself..Harlow??u want a maths formula??I can show it to u in graphical method as well if u want..tag me your hp..i will show it to u if u are such an ass..
Formula for consistency : Performance = log (10/number of years spent)..think abt what I hav said..and try to shift it to a Performance = log number of years spent

Compromise

Ooo..plz..compromise la galz..aiyoz..don’t think abt the things other freaking loser guy does to their gf and expect him to do it to u the same..lolx..!! ok..one of my frenz said..y other bf so sweet to their gf one? Than mine is like so not blar..and not blar..sometimes I find it juz so contrictdicting..for galz who are so realistic to be materialistic..y cant u galz be realistic to realize that sweet guyz are hypocrites..(I mean 99.9%) becuz come on la..which husband gives 1 rose everyday or everyweek to their wife?which husband plans the whole entire week juz for one valentines day?(wake up your senses and don’t EXPECT..) instead compromise to the situation they are in..EXPECTATION BRINGS DISAPPOINTMENTS..

Confidence

Ahem!! Plz think b4 u transformed into a hypocritically pessimist..plz..know that your gf or bf chooses u not by the usual way of looks or money..so don’t compared yourselves with the hunk beside her or the cuttie beside him..confidence brings out the xfactor in yourselves..know that and don’t get freakily jealous over a tease by the hunk or cuttie..

Complacent

Ok..get this right?know the diff between confident and complacent..hmm..if u are juz too slack to bother abt the things that are happening to the surrounding of your partner..than lolx good luck man..becuz u are giving the “I don’t give a damn signal to your partner..” and b4 u know it..it is like woot!! Blow wind blow.. Blown relationship..haha..!! know what is happening..stay cool and calm abt the things that happen..communicate..speak things out..problem will work..

F*** all those frenz that tell u to break with your bf/gf..becuz..all relationship can work…! As long as u spend your effort to make it WORK!

y be AN ACE??

2007-07-15T12:38:00.000+08:00

This week was so fun..went out to town with gavin and tong ming ta swenson at orchard..(back at the old seat we used to hav our icecream)..took strawberry icecream..love it man.. heard alot of stuffs from them that i dont know..haha..!! they were mentioning about inline culture de things..aiyozz..play inline hockey than juz play la..y cre8 so much politcs..politics ruin relationships..haiz.y must we be the "ACE" within our frenz...why cant we juz enjoy each others companionship and speak less and listen more..!! and btw i am not saying that i completely overcome tis problem but at least i realise that frenz are more impt than anything else..INCLUDING MONEY!!..let me make u into a series of thinking..*

1) do u think earning money is impt??
yes = ok u are sane..(continue with qns 2)
no = haha..gd luck to u..probably see u on the streets one day begging for it..(f*** off since u are not sane no point speaking more to u)

2) do u think life is more impt than money??
yes = ok u are sane..(continue with qns 3)
no = ya..have so much money for f***??earn to build a golden coffin so as to torture those tat is carrying u when u are dead??

3) life = interdependancy??life is companionship??
ok this qns is very subjective..but think abt this if u disagree with the statement above..

a) when u are young u are afriad of dark..u want somebody to be with u..be it your siblings or your parents

b) when u are in primary school..u cant bare to leave your parents at the doorstep of your school cuz u are scared of the 'stranger..ness' in school

c) when u are in your secondary school days..u realise that your frenz know more of u than your family..(including your crush..lover..hates..) and when they betray u..u found life meaningless..

d) when u enter poly/jc..the first thing u do is to find someone that u know in the same course as u..(despite him/her being a bastard/bitch..)

e) y do u freaking get into a relationship though u know that most of the time u get hurt..(think abt this...lolx..be in 20 relationship when u realise that only one will work out?? so is 19 failure 1 success..simply becuz u wanna hav companion)..

f) y do ppl get married and have babies??simply becuz with ppl..that is call life..

g)y does old ppl..keep saying.."i am waiting to die.." simply cuz all their spouse and frenz are dead..since there isnt any meaning at all to life..they are juz waiting for their turn..

if u totally disagree with my statements..tag me..becuz i wanna tell u that u can go to a huang dao..(isolated island) to fish and grow vegetation yourself..

ok..my conclusion is..since money < life < companionship..than cherish your true frenz/family more than your anything else..becuz they are life to yours..

I rather be dead than to live like a zombie..(u watch pirates of the carribean??y they are seeking to remove the eternal curse??..)

i totally agree with this

2007-07-10T14:24:00.000+08:00

What would you do to get attention from your other half? Somehow you're starting to feel neglected. Why is he paying less attention to you? Is he very busy with other stuff (school, family, etc)?

Don't, whatever you do, whine, nag or demand that he spend more time with you. There is nothing as unattractive than a clingy, nagging girlfriend. So no temper tantrums, please. You might just get his attention - but it'll be the wrong kind of attention.

First, try to find out why he is not paying you as much attention as before. Could it be that he's worried about upcoming exams? Maybe he's having some family troubles? Maybe he's just too tired from football practices? Don't be confrontational. Instead, wait until he's in a relaxed mood and then remark casually: "I miss us spending more time together. Have you been busy?" He'll probably be flattered that you noticed and will talk to you about it.
But don't be worried if he just mumbles: "Don't know. Don't want to talk about it." Maybe it's a small problem he prefers to work out on his own. So say: "Okay, you know you can always talk to me if you want to" and leave it at that.
Don't get too hung up on wanting his attention all the time. Remember, if the less time you spend with him, the more "me" time you get to do things you want, like pick up rollerblading or going for girls' only nights out.

This is something I got from bestselling relationship book, Why Men Marry Bitches: "A strong woman has her own identity and is secure with who she is. She is plenty happy giving him 'space' because she enjoys having hers… That's the woman he dreams of marrying."

mY stoRy

2007-07-09T13:17:00.002+08:00

haha..here goes with my diving entries.. First day..(Fri night to Sat morn..travelling day..) Suppose to meet the rest at 7.30pm la..raymond sms us on that day's afternoon to meet at 8.30..so we were like..since raymond gonna be late..we must well take our time to travel right??haha..as usual..nancy nagging..raymond nodding his head when we arrive there..lolx..kept everybody waiting so long..(they say they waited 2 hrs..lolx..)..ken was as usual blur..late..lolx we didnt care much..we took ben's car..(the five of us)..ben is a gd driver..i mean gd in skill despite making turns, cranks and sharp turns at 80 km/h without getting all of us into accident..(lolx..nearly i mean...3 cards in 2 lane..what do u think..??..u know malaysia..?? 2 lanes..no lights..omogosh..) 50 % of his time is at the center of the road la..in between both lanes..lolx..cuz some sharp turns u will need to go to the center to turn ma..or else too sharp will overturn..woot..took 2 hrs of car ride than transfer to boat at 12 am..initially it was really cool cuz..(picture with me...it is totally dark..no lights only moonlight..cuz nancy say the captain will be blind if there was light..he wont be able to see...ya..!! anyway the horizen split the sky and the sea..with some rays from the moon u could basically see parts of the sea..the choppy wave smash on the boat with the SpsHHs! sound..lolx.the sky was totally clear..with no clouds and becuz there was no tall bright building like singapore..the stars could be seen very clearly..haha..than the breeze was like so soft..ok..now close your eyes..and imagine...*close....CLOSE LA!!..so artistic right??) chat with aldric lotsa stuffs from skating to frenz..to life goals..to family..lolx..was like wah la..!! haha..but after 2 hrs of the trip..(which makes us 2 hrs more to go..) we started feeling the sea sick thing le..lolx..it was terrible man..raymond puke first..(he is the trip #1 puker..he vomit almost 10 times leh..lolx..i mean the entire trip..on the surface of the sea with floats all up..in the sea while diving he also puke..wahah..weak la - quoted from him..) than i tot i could hold it u know..haha..but cant lor..i gave way next..even instructor who took so many trips to tioman puke..hmm..he say cuz too choppy le..rock like mad..reach tioman alround 4.30am lydat..slept a while b4 we head for our first dive..

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2007-07-09T13:17:00.001+08:00

Second Day..(Sat morn til Sun morn…training dives..)
Woke up at ard 9 on Sat morn..so damn xingku la..puke in the morning while we are on the boat..than couldn’t hav enuff rest ju bei force out from bed le..aiyoz..so super tire la..change ta our gear after quick breakfast..than we headed out for our very first open water dive..lolx..the dive was like so shiok..haha..!! but abit scary cuz human reaction is that we will feel that there might be smth beneath us that will poke or bite us..(like those in great white shark shows..lolx..) but after much trainings and confident building from our instructor..we soon overcame those fears and became quite adapted to the sea le..haha..!! went down for the very first time of my life..woot..!! it was clear…beautiful sceanery though I think I miss quite a lot of gd stuffs..(probably I was too occupied with my gears…shifting them up and down..pressing this and turning that..lolx) got comfortable after the third dive..(same day la..but cuz we came up to hav some rest..) I hav got smth amusing (I think it was quite farnie..though very bad..) becuz raymond is quite a fast learner..he was fast in preparing everything..getting ready and stuffs like that..but the problem with him is that he hav sea sick..lolx..when u hav sea sick..the best way is to quickly get down into the water…(into I mean..not on the surface becuz the wave will bring u up and down when u are with floats..) but we have to wait for everyone to get ready b4 we head down into the water..and u know some cock u KNOW WHO la..our very own..’mr how’ always..very blur..slow..as usual..kept all of us waiting on the surface of the water..lolx..than Raymond was like floating and floating..than suddenly he gave the sound of puking..so I turn and look at him..than started laughing..!!ok the amusing part is that..his face is like so different from the usual ass face he has..this time is the ‘I very xingku’ look..than he started puking into the water…and puking and puking..haha..!! I look at him I really laugh man..imagine u are with floats…on the surface of the water..than one person is like floating up and down with the current..than puke at the same time..lolx man..than cursing and swearing for others to come down faster..lolx man..!! laughable..than we were heading down using a rope for decend right..than Raymond was like in the water coming down..i was juz below him leh..than he puke in the water..stun sia. oOo ya after that we went back to the island for dinner and some shopping..haha..!! had ramily bugger.(special..lolx…got cheese got egg..so nice) ..bbq sotong..woot..so full man!! Went ta slp quite early..ard 9.30 or 10?haha..but when I lie on the bed..i tot it was shaking..lolx!!

To Be continuE!

2007-07-09T13:16:00.000+08:00

Third Day..(Sun morn til Sun night…training dives..)

Woke up at 6.45 leh..omgosh..though I slept quite early the previous night..barely could wake up man..anyway..Sunday was the best out of the 3 days man..haha..simply becuz we are more experience and less afraid..we did leisure dives instead of training..yes!! haha…and leisure dives were fun..first dive of Sunday was fun initially..but becuz of our cock ‘mr how’ (anyway I partner with him..and got so pissed off man..) he made it not so fun..wth la..pull me down to keep himself afloat..wth la..!! lucky I was near the ladder..anyway enuff of that..went down ta dive and saw nemo hse..haha..the purple anemone..haha..very beautiful..saw my very first turtle..haha..swam with it and got screwed by the rest cuz I wenta touch it..(diving rule is that u cannot touch the marine life..or they will swim away..than ppl don’t hav the opportunity to see..sry la..i was too excited..) over all was super fun..i believe all of us had so much fun cuz we were discussing our next trip on the way back man..also my first time to sit so near the sea on a boat man..haha..!! really damn she bu de man..tioman is such a wonderful place..so relex and simple..listen ta the wave..feel the breeze..see the clear blue sky and the deep blue sea…simply gorgeous man..haha.!! gonna miss this trip people man..all so nice la..lolx! I mean they are responsible to teach u all the stuffs that u need..patient and stuffs..but I guess we will leave the rest to ou Mernado trip on October..yea!! til than..

Diving..to Be Continue

:)..diving rocks..

2007-07-09T09:06:00.000+08:00

so very tired today...woke up super late..(though is 6.45 but it is like 15 min late la..if i miss the bus..i will surely juz take MC de lor..wth..go tuas is 30 bucks leh..my daily allowance is only like 25 bucks??) juz got in time to board the bus b4 it left ..lolx!! slept at 12.30 ytd after unpacking my stuffs lor..omgosh..all the sun burn make my sleep discontinuous lor..ya anyway it was all worth it man..!! yea!! diving is so cool la..i mean ya..expensive sports thoguh..but u get to see lotsa stuffs..i mean in your life time if u can experience to go to the sky..to the sea..or even to the space..u will really feel so different..haha..!! y is diving so different from snokling and swims u do in the sea..

1) becuz u will nv let yourself be stranded in the middle of the sea'
2) u will not juz jump off the 2 storey high boat into the deep sea ranging from 50 ft to infinite ft
3) swim with the fish so close cuz u are in their terrotory..(they arent afriad of u cuz they are real fast man..)
4) see sea uchins..stinct ray and turtles as big as a human body..lolx..(nancy say she saw one with head bigger than hers..is like wah la..i mean haha..did smth divers shldnt do..aiyo..forgot ma..too excited..eh..i mean u dont touch those sea creature so hard that u scare them away..i did so lor..than got scolded..lolx! sry arh..) etc..u go and see yourself la..

totally a different experience..a diff story to tell..

very first dive!!

2007-07-06T19:29:00.000+08:00

hmm..did lotsa work today..everything seems to pass so fast did my proposal..help up with the powerpoint slides and stuffs..but had quite a phobia over chicken drumstick..omgosh...!!had it for lunch..and dinner..lolx!! though diff type of cooking method..(one is steam..one is curry..) but love the strawberry ice cream drumstick after lunch..it is the new type that conenetto came out with..haha..woot..!! yeayea..hmm.so excited now.haa..!! going for my very first dive out in the sea...hm..now waiting for john to come my hse b4 we head to woodlands..haha!! u bet i am super enthu now..ok..meet 3 days later..!!

indeed nth was worst than those!!

2007-07-05T21:54:00.000+08:00

haha..!! my day would end with muscle pain..cramps..but it was all worth it..slides...omgosh..u practically standing on juz one leg..gotta brush up more..more..more!! everybody was cool today..anyway..got there at ard 6.30..amazed seeing at least 5 of the ret are there le..despite starting at 7..haha..!! i saw cheng chong gf at oschool..dont know what her name la..haha! not very gd with names..so yups..learn waves and more waves..ben is a flexible teacher..anyhow anyway..juz follow the basics..variations = up to u..but i guess i shld stick to practising my basics first...or will end up like skating..lolx!! anyhow bang and bang..got so may injuries..(but it was all worth it...all of us..and i mean us..u guyz know who u are...:)..learn the hard way..)..didnt realise my weird combination until i reach my hse..(u know the lift has a mirror??) i think cuz i too engross in catching and rewinding the moves in my mind..so yupz..today was fun..

Dance is juz like a story...:)

A wtH day

2007-07-05T08:15:00.000+08:00

arghh!!

1) woke up late
2) got a bad hair day..(every strand of hair was like so stiff and tall..)
3) cant find the shirt i want for popping
4) it is alright if u cant find a shirt u want but cuz i was in a rush..wore the weirdest combi ever
5) miss my train and got almost late..everything was in a rush..
6) arrive at company so tire and hungary expecting some nice breakfast but..NO BREAKFAST!

WTH!!

now is 8.25 am only and my day is so lolx man...laughable!!
ytd was a terrible day so i slept with this phrase in my head..'nth could be worst than this'..but i think this phrase still works now!!

jUz so coiNcidental

2007-07-04T13:07:00.000+08:00

hmm..was viewing at some of the blogs..saw this blog smth sky that caught my attention..eh,thought abt tm immediately..click on it and realise it was really his..he didnt wanna tell me back than his blog..wenta search for it but couldnt find it..but haha!!..working right now..but wanna juz slack and juz tempted to read his posting..haha!! saw one of his postings to qh..indeed it is time we meet up and chat liaoz..totally dont know what happened..saw another one with millionair and frenz..u posted it right after sebas qn right??i did as well..i posted it i think a few days earlier than u..i tot it real hard as well and i think both of us came out with quite similar ans..suppose to meet ya up quite soon..but i got diving this fri so i dont think i can make it..but really wanna meet u and gavin up and go back to the old days when we were still innocent..i realised that my mistake really made all of us felt terrible..(to end our sec school days with such sad memo..) that is my first biggest regret to lose such gd frenz..ok lets not talk abt this anymore..anyway...today..i guess i gonna not do anything again ba..haiz..!! juz dont hav the motivation to do anything..seems long b4 my major project due date..i finish the proposal 1 week earlier..so since i am suppose to rush for my proposal this week like my frenz...aiyo got nth to do...surf the damn net til nth left liaoz..(anyone intro me fashion ..street wear webby??) arghh!! guess havta come back frm my diving trip than can concentrate again...

As long as there is temptation..u cant concentrate..!! :)

For her?

2007-07-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

THIS IS THE CUTEST THING EVER

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.

• leave her cute text notes.

• kiss her in front of your friends.

• tell her she looks beautiful.

• look into her eyes when you talk toher.

• let her mess with your hair.

• touch her hair.

• just walk around with her.

• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES

.• look at her like she's the only girl you see.

• tickle her even when she says stop.

• hold her hand when you're around your friends.

• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.

• let her fall asleep in your arms.

• get her mad, then kiss her.

• stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything

• tease her and let her tease you back.

• stay up all night with her when she'ssick.

• watch her favorite movie with her.

• kiss her forehead.

• let her wear your clothes.

• when she's sad, hang out with her

kiss her in the pouring rain.

if i can i probably will be willing..:)

It is the Similarities

2007-07-02T14:23:00.000+08:00

Probably ppl will say that cuz she is pretty..but i beg to defer..it is the similarities that caught my attention not your looks..i hav seen pretty galz in my life and definitely they are comparable with u..what caught my attention was the similar cries in your heart like those of mine when we were broken..the unforgetful moments..the 'i need somebody'...the 'i need time'..both of us i guess felt that way...though u wrote little..but i can understand them..(not totally..not completely..but at least more than those we sat by there and watch).. we went to god..!! we seek for his love...we found his presense and was captivated in it..back slided cuz of unspeakable reasons..(juz in our heart..that cry that stop us from going back..) we want to be alone to resolve the things ourselves..yet we dont want to be left alone...dilema..!! lost..!! sound emotional..sound immature..(like what u have said...but these are from ppl who doesnt understand) felt like telling ya str8 that we are similar..feel like being a fren to u..but the circumstances..society will misunderstand..

Walking out of the dark and cold dungeon issnt gonna be easy..

Neither is the route to heaven..

Only those we go through this path will know how it feels

God knows our problems..but not his ppl..

(tag my box if u think u are that person..i will cfm with ya :)..)

Butter Fac age limit = 23

2007-07-02T10:05:00.000+08:00

Monday..monday!! oppz..haha!! this monday is so diff from other mondays i woke up at 6 this morn without complaining..actually 5.30 wake up le..than lai chuang lai til 6..full of energy today...though is a monday but i believe it is gonna be so diff man..haha..anticipating on the coming diving trip..woot..!! met up with my class mate on sat..haha..!! had lotsa chat with shane when we were having lunch..lolx!! so coincidental that his colleague and my colleague are bfgf relation..haha!! both intern from nus..the world is juz so small lor..link link link..haha!! yar!! and my weekends was fun..went to butter fac with valen and felicia on friday night..kinda sweet for valen..haha.!! she knew what happen and say pei me go and hav fun..lolx!! guess wad..wenta butter fac than realise need 23 than can go in...all of us stun lor..luckily her fren can sign me in..the bouncer knew i was only 18 cuz initially i wenta pay..than kana check..bounce out le than requeue back again..haha!! went in ta drink abit and hang ard..no pretty galz de lor..met one of my fellow dancer in there and pop together abit..haha..didnt recognise him initially..haha..!! than he came up to say hi..lolx!! insider all late 20s de ppl lor..galz in there i think early 20s barh..all old old one..haha..(cheeky la..but guyz go in is see pretty galz de marh..)..sat was NDP..sunday wenta swim and have a sumptous dinner with parents..(time flies man..hopefully this weekend trip will also be as wonderful..)

NDP07

2007-07-01T14:30:00.000+08:00

oO..woke up at 1.00 pm today..since quite some time b4 i had such a long and sound sleep..oh ya! was dealing with the credit card redemption for my dad today..(he nv redeem at all for dont know how many years lor..waste all the points..) didnt really know how to do it..bit complex..if anybody knows it teach me ya??ok..back to the topic..haha..wenta watch NDP preview ytd.was very amazed by it as usual..haha..probably becuz this time we are on the floating platform..yea!! was as impressive as usual for the army section..woot..(makes me more egare to go army..looking at them on their number 1(number 1 to 4 for army uniform..1 is the most formal..)..wah!! :) the dance part was cool as well..nature theme for this year..colors..and more colors..i guess my 2nd brother would regret so much for not joining us..suddenly felt that i needa cherish more of my country and not take for granted that i am in this save and beautiful country..haha..!!

Pay DAY!!!

2007-06-29T13:03:00.000+08:00

PAY day!! yea!! haha..though i spent this month de money le..but seeing money going back up is such a wonderful thing..hmm..i must really not spend wei lai (future) money liaoz..omgosh la..spend and spend..wahah..got $358 into my acc..ytd not suppose to spend money de lor..wanted to grab a burger from marina macs and juz go for popping..(wanted to go there early la..to practice..than i saw zara on discount so went in to see!! ..than spend money again..though offer but i still spent qutie alot) so excited over the coming weekend and the diving trip next week..woot..gonna see the sparkles again...swim with the fish..haha..so drama right??eh..anyways..though i am blogging now but i hav loads to do today..suddenly juz come all together at once...presentation (he shld hav told us earlier lar..so last min..tmr needa present leh..), raw material disposition (cuz my LIMS ready liaoz...shldnt hav told jolin about it..haiz), label printing (record breaking man..needa print 117 pieces lor..all diff labels ok?? enuff complaints..cuz i was slacking for the past few days looking into fashion designing..modelling..blogging..haiz..!! woot gota go and work le lar..til than...TAG my CBOX!!!!

waVe!!

2007-06-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

hmm..today very talkative..haha..cuz kinda please with my blog..so write as much as i can barh..ya..woot..today's popping was omgosh!!
1..........2..........3...........4...........
1....2.....3.....4
1..2..3..4
1.2.3.4
1234....lolx...was like so fast la..all i hear is

"nicholas faster..."
"wave up"
"wave down"..
"wrong leg.."
"hit harder"

lolx man..though is 1 hr..but tiring..today super embarrassing..haha..cuz apparently i am better in waving anticlockwise...but they want clockwise..so i keep waving down..than cuz it is too fast my body will juz react such a way i will do the faster wave..see the logic...?than have to stop the music and cher came to really twist my body to wave the other side..haha..met a hcjc guy going to usa to study his uni at august..haha..he was kind enuff to stay up with me to practise..hmm..he is gd..!! eh..and btw...xuehui reggea is so HOT!!..inside got 2 pretty and sexy student...haha..but though xuehui not as pretty..but her dance is..so hot i can melt...!!so three clapss...clap..clap...clap..yawn yawn gota go orh le...til than..!

Tears Again!

2007-06-28T11:23:00.001+08:00

hmm..haha.!! tears not by me..but by her again..eh,probably she still has some insecurities??confused??hmm..i didnt know..she did not wanna say anything..but juz hmm..haiz! i be there for ya?i am in a dilema too ya know??..part of me wanting to juz be out of your world..but part of me juz wanna continue to be there for ya..knowing that remaining there will be a hearing ear for u..yet hurt me..and leaving u means u will continue to hide things and cry alone in the dark room..arghh!! fetching a balance is so difficult...hmm..but u said u have made a firm and correct decision..hopefully u be able to lean on another tower..becuz getting me involve will make all 3 of us sad..ya?? hmm..have ta agree with my frenz one thing..though they dont know i am mentioning abt myself..they were very trueful and experience...(both late 20 to early 30 ladies)..they told me that ya juz need a fren to speak things out..not giving me another chance..probably if i nv ask for their opinion..i would have thought that i stand a chance..haha..!! they ask me to tell my fren(which is me) to move on..first love is always difficult to turn your back against...

To be in love is to be able to give love...:)

haha..today is popping..ytd wenta swim..muscle quite tense..probably will have problem hitting later...wave and bot wouldnt be a problem ba..aiyoz! full of anticipation and sense of satisfaction..completed my proposal and am very happy with it..saved 3 copies of it juz in case the computer fails me again..(use to not save in my thumb drive and once, my completed project was deleted from my thumb drive due to some problem and woot..REDO!!lolx..) sometimes we should not relie on computer so much..hmm..diary..work..study..entertainment..everything also computer..one day no computer..and thats it..haha..!!

Overwhelmed??

2007-06-25T08:53:00.001+08:00

Today is the devil's day again??(the very very monday)..haiz..!! needa start work again..omgosh! 5 more days to go..will start striking off my calender..the weekends were slow..i didnt know why..was on the bus initially thinking about what happened and stuffs..tire emotionally and physically..xinle spoke alot ytd..kept me thinking and thinking and thinking..she very nice to speak to me..i was very much more comfortable after that...thanks alot..!! when i was on the bus..i tot did i came back from some long holiday that made my feet so heavy??but i realised i didnt start work today like how my brothers did..probably i was overwhelmed by all the things that happened over the weekends..xian mu ray alot when he came back..thought alot..mum told me not to be sad if nobody was expecting my return unlike my cousin...everybody was listening to his little little stories...so does xinle..waiting for him out there..so sweet..haha..!!...parents scream at me alot this weekend..probably cuz i didnt feel like caring so much after that incident..they dont know i am very down..slept early...woke up late..went pool diving for training on sunday..the water kept my mind free..looking at the sparkles made by the rays and the ripples of the water...spend lotsa time down there..haha..(thats y i love swimming so much...lolx..lotsa beauty in the water..cuz with light water is like diamond like crystal...) wanted to go east coast park to scream my lungs out..anybody wanna accompany me??hmm..

Free now Avaliable now

2007-06-23T22:49:00.000+08:00

Though we broke up 3 years ago..but i still held on tightly..cuz i juz cant forget..and cant believe..ytd..i saw smth i didnt wanna see..though it may sound nth..but it hurt like hell..though it isnt cfm..but since u fell for him..to u i am probably juz another person u will juz walk by without looking back..haiz..! ..our frenz will ask me..are u waiting??(those who are far away from us..but know that she is flying and i am settling here..) everyone seems to expect that i am gonna fall in love with another person first...and she will be the one that gets hurt..juz thinking y am i sure a loser in your eyes...haiz..!! guess..(if i am the one who fail her..ppl will start talking abt it..but now..guess who will bother abt how i feel..probably..oO expected??or allowable??)..anyway..finally i see that it is gonna be different..the way i tease her..the way i watch her..now that she already fall for someone that obviously fell for her..i know that they are happily together..but i really arent that willing..would like to end with this hope..Chloe mgs this..GIRLS: If you see a guy crying, Tell him he's not going to die, if he's crying over a girl... hug him and kiss him and let him know you won't screw him over and break his heart like the last girl did..free now..avaliable now..(not desperate..i juz need somebody whom i can speak to..who is real free to hear my story..)

Haiz

2007-06-23T08:48:00.000+08:00

cant get to sleep last night..was very lost, sad haiz..wadever..i dont feel anything but this very weird feeling in me..i dont want this to happen..i dont know who i can go to..guess i think i will write it here..saw those photos..gave ltosa thoughts ytd night..i cant sleep..but i eventaully did when i am tire la..obviously!!..i know i will lose flat down..but i juz cant bear losing it..i think if it was me, i will hav fall for it as well..and long time ago i meant..thats y i am speechless..nth can express how i feel now..if your unhealed wounds were cut open again..this time will be much tougher to heal compared to the previous..guess i will juz leave ba..i cant afford to not cherish myself..i gave too much and it is hurting me real bad now..let me not see your back...this time hopefully u will bother to turn over and see mine..Chloe..was what u posted really true??..

bloggers' advertisments

2007-06-22T08:50:00.000+08:00

lolx..i juz realised how many advertistment there are in blogs..lolx..! some use it for personal advertisments some use it for invention purposes (ahem..condom stuffs..u know who u are)..lolx..u sure can come up with such things man..omgosh! anyway..today is friday..woah! ejoyment man! today babie is coming back..brother's birthday..raynor is back from army as well..omgosh! gonna hav all the fun during my weekends..woot! btw..quite glad this week..ytd popping was fun though there was some part i couldnt catch..lolx! ryan's lyrical hiphop is still so wow! couldnt get it off until 8.30 when i realise that mum is gonna scream at me again! haha..learn roll, hit, wave etc...gonna learn glide soon..(though know abit but is better for instructor to te4ach us) i regret not taking hiphop man..! cuz need the basic to go lyrical..so smooth like jazz..yet powerful at times..wow..! haha..oppz..gotta work le til than..!

monday again!!

2007-06-18T09:31:00.001+08:00

yea!!..monday morning..haha..though is monday morning and it is gonna be another tiring week, i am full of anticipation..haha..today gonna swim after work..thursday gonna go for popping lessons again..fri is my youngest brother birthday..which means gd food..haha..again..after his willl be mine..wahaha!!..and fri babie is coming back to Singapore...hopefully we wont chao jia back here..Sat will be for her...(Ray though u coming back on sat but i think u gonna go out with xinle too right??..so haha..too bad for roy and leo..no majong liaoz)..anyway this week is not gonna be like last week..full of disappointments and stuffs (spend alot when i am sad..haiz! spend almost 300+ for shopping juz last week..cuz i am sad....stuffs i bought were all in cold dungeon.love them..but will take them out when i am feeling better..yupz!!)

Buy stuffs when i am sad cuz i feel like spending money cuz it will make me feel better

Use new stuffs when i am happy..cuz it will make me confident..:)

Father's day

2007-06-17T14:51:00.000+08:00

first i like to talk abt the damn scam i gottan ytd..lolx..i wenta a dentist to dheck my teeth and guess how much i paid at the end...LOLX...nv go to this dentist at kovan plz...(DENTAL LAND) i piad 330 bucks for it..my mum got so angry with the dentist..cuz it is really rubbish...the dentist said i hav to take xray for my teeth..hav u heard abt it b4??hmm..lolx man...so i took cuz he say my wisdom tooth at stake..omgosh man..!! took xray for my teeth than...after which we are not allowed to take the xray back..lolx.after much persistence and much noise in the clinic when my dad and mum came..he finaly hav o hand it over..lolx..i guess he must be thinking of a way to charge using the xray films again..WTH!!..had my teeth done..!! the last time i gonna have it done so expensive man..my brothers got very angry as well..so they demand that i treat for father's day meal cuz the 330 bucks was paid by my dad..haiz..complications..anyway..went to oschool to see open courses for popping and hiphop..was quite amazed by them..but i gonna train my basics and learn more moves from youtube man..haha..sebas and nicholas (another one) in my course suppose to jin me one lor..lolx..but they cant make it..but sebas is still pending..haha..he is in the same church as me so yups..haha.! anyways on thursday when i went for my popping lesson..i saw liping or li ang...i uess the one wit braces is ping right??hah..i think we look at each other quite some time cuz we hav got the face in our mind but no names..haha..!! tot she was joining reggae..but than she apparantly registered for hiphop for the next day which i wanted to.(read my previous enteries) but in the end no space..haiz..!! too bad..but i think i still prefer popping!! :)

i am tire

2007-06-15T10:34:00.001+08:00

today is a gonna be a boring day..though i am still contemplating for hiphop today but i hav juz taken popping ytd..tired after all the muscle contraction and relaxing..got lotsa cramps and aches now..met up gavin and tm to watch F4 movie..caught lotsa my attention cuz of all the flying and stuffs and i guess if u hav a video cam recording the expression i hav, i think i will look like some weird person.kinda tire.. and babie..i juz dont like the feeling of u staying there..i dont know how to express myself to u..(probably by blogging u might know??) haiz..u are at africa now enjoying the wonderful nature..but me trapped here..i dont know whether i should be happy or not..anyway u still dont know where i am attach to right??eh..u nv seems to ask..nv seems to bother much..u care abt your feelings i know..u care abt your results..(so do i) but not expressing our feelings to each other will drift us away from one another..i know i am quite emotuional now..hmm..probably becuz i dont hav any thing to do in my office..my supervisor in a meeting and did not give me any task to complete..so here i am sitting down..i hate this feeling..everytime when i sit down i will inevitably think of u..tired to always make the 1 step when u take another 10 step away..i think i shld juz stand at where am i now and wait for u to move..i need u to make a decision..

i love my company!!

2007-06-13T20:45:00.000+08:00

haha...!! srysry..haven got time to blog for quite some time..today very excited cuz i hav lotsa to say abt my new company..WYETH!! lolx..(for those who doesnt know..i am attach to WYETH) i love the company so much...i heard abt how interns were tortured to do photocopying..sweep floors..lolx..i totally feel so lucky man..lolx!! y i love my company so much..(probably becuz i wasnt expecting alot from it..)

Cheap food..(2 bucks for deli france bread/drumstick rice/fish and chip + soup + coffee + fruits)

Free transport..(tranport to woodlands which means i only needa take 161 for 3 busstop)

Project..(PROJECT is in gd hands..lolx..company implementing a new system and i am involve)

Pay..(the food/tranport is super cheap..spend 4 bucks per day only so 500 is more than enough)
Time..(i work for 7 hrs..9am to 5pm productive yet release early..i dont like those job that does nth but slack for all 8 hrs one lor..i rather hav short but productive day..:)..)

Uniform.(all white and i mean it cuz is pharmaceutical company..better than c.p.t.c)

Environment..(haha..gd supervisor..lotsa food sci and bio ppl..curry girl in my company - only to those 2 who know who i am mentioning..)

babie i am in gd hands..dont worry abt me k?haha...

Bored!

2007-05-31T14:23:00.001+08:00

hmm..seems like i always blog when i hav nth to do..yawn!! juz woke up man..it is 2 pm now and is a public holiday..yet i hav nth to do at home..suppose to be a family day so everyone hav to stay at home and rot..omgosh!! but slept at 4 am last night so yap..i did lotsa of thing during the week..i forgot alot of them le..aiya!! doesnt matter la..had lotsa fun can le..oO ya..played majong with shane they all again..this time we played with 2 (i am new to majong) lolx..so play 2 rounds instead of 3..won 10 bucks..didnt thought that it was worth it..since i didnt sleep the entire night..lolx..! my morning become night and vice la..aiyoz..i dont know whata blog le..actually had alot of things wanna write..but seem to forget alot also..lolx.!! haha..

Frenz r juz wonderful

2007-05-26T22:01:00.000+08:00

omgosh!! haha..b4 i speak more abt ytd..lolx..i won 14 bucks today..haha..my elder cousin..biggest loser..:) haha..anyway..wenta meet my secondary school mates ytd..lolx..changes in ppl as time goes by as usual..hazel..omgosh.u are getting more and more adorable..haha..told jiaxin abt it..she say u all the while is so...haha..but i juz notice it la..haha..jiaxin should get her hair style change to those i told her..haha..she will be super pretty la..lolx..more pretty than her i will agree..oppz..babie..nvm la hor..your fren marh! pretty should be glad..:) i juz realise we hav a new nickname for sebas..lolx(millionair duck.) lolx..nvm la..when u become millionair rmb me can le..:) omgosh..i juz miss them..those chalet nights, haha! but i guess all of us hav to progress and move forward in our individual lifes so..yap!! i think even as we met up..we are joining back our pathline back again..:) truely..frenz are juz wonderful..and yes!! sebas..i will give up being a millionair for frenship..:)

Nth is more sad than that

2007-05-24T22:24:00.001+08:00

hmm..too tire to blog ytd so yups..shall talk abit abt ytd..thx to grace we had a gd time out in the sun..(not blaming u ok??haha..really..juz cant imagine i could do it :)...) anyway..verfy tiring job la..imagine carrying barricades weighing more than 100 kg..lolx i promise u we really need 3 person to carry one of them..haha..and 120 of them..was like omgosh..lolx..got lotsa sun burn earning 40 bucks..lolx..(the least amongst the job i hav done..and the most tiring..)lolx..shane said even if it was 80 bucks per day (which is 10 per hr..) he would hav consider again..lolx..haha..sun burn made my night discontinuous..had sip briefing after the night..5 hrs in the LT..actualy 4 hrs +..listening to all the briefing and sh1t..juz to wait for the last partof it..my sip posting..lolx..guess where i am posted to..hmm..(Wyeth..they say gd company..) but to me gd company = near my hse..haha.and wth it is the worst company i would ever worked man..i mean it is much worst than CPTC..at tuas..:)..gd job nic..! lost my hard earn 40 bucks today..so is double sadness..but all these are juz nth compared to the feelings i had after u mention those words...cant believe u said that..i am disappointed..lost..speechless..luckily my day was made by adeline..:) she accompanied me to oschool to see the dance schedules..hopefully my work would end at 5 or 5.30 pm so that i can make it for popping and hiphop..:) enough..til then..

Real feelings for u

2007-05-22T00:01:00.001+08:00

arghh!! i am starting to feel that blogging can be quite tiring at times too..haha..especially when u hav something moe important to do..hmm..anyway..nvm..!! sunday was quite a gd day for me..hehe..squash with dada again..omgosh..but i think i sprain my toe..the big toe..first time lor..hurts like hell..cant even walk properly the next day (which is today..)..dada is still gd as usual..needa keep him moving or he will get fatter and lazier..lolx..so does my mama..!!haha..today leh..eh..i guess is whole day show..return of the condor hero marathon..omgosh!! i hav so alot of feelings abt that show..haiz..everytime when i watch this type of love show i juz cant forgot my babie..so far away!! she having her exam now barh..cant speak to her on the phone..(my phone bill for one of the night was 110 bucks..lolx..record breaking..) kinda heart pain for my dada who is working so hard..buddan i juz mss her..but that night was the most memoriable might cuz she finally said what i wanna hear after so long man..enough of her..hah..!! actually suppose to meet my cousin and xinle(his gf) after they finish their morn jog..but i cant wake up today..lolx..woke up at 3 pm!! so probably meeting them tmr barh..anyway xinle i wanna know your bean fren man..after u tell me so much about them..lolx..all so complicated yet farnie..haha..til then :)

Things dont go smoothly

2007-05-18T16:31:00.000+08:00

Initially today was damn crap...suppose to meet for lunch with my cptc mates and join my cousin and bro go out...however things doesnt seem to be smooth (9-12 cptc graduation..sad cant see nyp pretty girls le..1-6 meet them for lunch and coffee maybe...than 6- next morning with my cousin and bro) buddan..cher last min say cant take leave..so they shift it to dinner instead (poor me cant join them..cher surely say i take le cert than dont bother liaoz)..haha..wenta sch since i had nth to do..guess wad..CCN day (tp reunion) haha..where u get to set up stalls and sell your items for charity..met quite a number of my course mates..cross course mate..ooOo ya school mates la..haha..met eugene and terence especially...they wanted to hav lunch together so probably be meeting them on thursday when i go back to sch for my SIP briefing...haha...gota prepare to meet my cousin and brother le..til then..

i juz dont understand!! explain??

2007-05-18T01:15:00.002+08:00

Today's post will be special..i juz cant get it right...had an incident today..lolx..hav u came across this situation where u are told by somebody that they hate ppl doing stuffs lydat and yet they themselves does it??hmm, i juz dont get it at all y they simply juz like to comment so much..omgosh!! ppl ugly/fat/not fit to wear that pants/skirt blar blar..everything also must comment..save your comments to yourselves la..anyway hav u ever look yourself at the mirror and realise that u are fat/ugly/unfit to wear that as well??hmm..ppl dont tell that to u doesnt mean that u can start hurting others ok??(and anyway..plz hav some self reflection..dont be stuck up and think that all the guyz/girls will fall for u even if u throw yourself to them for free..cuz i dont give a damn to juz any girls who throws themselves over..if u think there is someone out there that will want u..lolx..think twice cuz u might be an elephant to them but they juz dont say it..)..and u dowan to be at the state where ppl start getting pissed with u and say u are an elephant as well when they start blowing their tops off..there is a limit to humanity's patience..

U made my DAY!!

2007-05-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

i knew it!! haha..enjoyable day..hmm...cuz u made my day..thought back waking up at 5 am juz to hear u say that really made my day..haha..(ya guilty that i said u didnt care at all right??hmm..must atone hor..)..yap..today was juz slack and slack and slack..but cuz of her i did not hav much thoughts today...oO ya!! kinda excited cuz Mr Henry wanna organise a diving(hopefully) trip..yesh!! my ever first diving..(have been anticipating since i was 17 la..couldnt cuz got no time..no khakie..blar blar.full of nicholas excuses)..gonna be real fun man...ta see the marine life..woohooo!! ogosh! enuff of the playful thoughts..needa get back to rest first b4 i study..haha..(cuz tmr got final exam..yay!! last one liaoz..and lets see if my brother and cousins are free for majong) :)..til then!

I will miss u!

2007-05-15T18:49:00.000+08:00

arghH! last night shift...last plant work..last of everything in cptc..i gonna miss u man!! omgosh!! miss the people..miss the plant..miss the food in the canteen (though i kept complaining and would try to skip dinner almost every single time i could)..miss the long rides..miss the tireness..and of cuz my mentor Mr Henry Tan..though i kept saying that he is bias against me..but i still think that he is trying to teach and change my personality..thank u alot becuz u hav taught me alot of things..not juz those in the book but even little little things in life that though little yet important..thank U and juz wanna say i appreciate u!!..gonna miss everything that we hav done in the plant..our communication and arguments..our complains and all the sh1t that we hav to do...but i think i hav got attached real hard these 6 weeks there..i know my entire team will miss each other as well..thank u guyz for u hav added a new entry in my "wonderful things in life" book..the photos will be stored in my cupboard of fame..yay!! yawn yawn!!

Night shift again

2007-05-14T09:53:00.000+08:00

arghh!! night shift again...!!hate night shift to the core..night shift=rest in the day.. day how to rest..lolx..and all my frenz studing and working..aiyoz..time seems to have stopped whenever i hav got nth to do..!! but anyway it is gonna be the last and final night shift..so better appreciate ba..o gosh! still kinda worried+excited over my posting of my internship..hopefully not jurong..lolx..but jurong stand 70 %..lolx!! yawn yawn!! wake up kinda too early..going back to sleep again..:) til then...

Tired!!..

2007-05-13T16:29:00.000+08:00

Tired and wear out after the night shift training today..omgosh!! 8 pm to 8 am man!! excluding travelling time from punggol to jurong and back from jurong to punggol again!!"hor-ri-en-dous" haha..previous night had majong with my cousin again (probably becuz of that ba, had only like 5 hrs of rest..haha..but very memo la..cuz the environment was totally different la..lolx!! u nv gonna guess where we played man..NEVER..ok back to my shift training..had lotsa fun during my shift work..control to field and field back to control..everyone was working very hard til 4 am..u nv know when tireness is gonna creep in until u start sitting down and stop all the work and communication..(could literally sleep when standing man)..was totally hopeless that night as well..(the only person that can hurt u most is the person whom u open your heart totally to)..taken to be compared with juz dont feel gd..(have been used to be compared with all of my youth..i know how it feels..bitter..hopeless..all u see is the slightest hope smashed) i know it becuz he simply juz trash me flat..i couldnt reach to even see him..not mentioning to hav a same level of competition..have been fighting all my youth to prove to them..but being overly optimisstic can become self denial..i dont want to move on and fight anymore..i know i cant reach it and will get hurt eventually...this wound is deep..very deep that it too years to heal..probably these times didnt heal my wound at all..it is juz unbearable..not gonna move anymore..not at all!! protect myself i must..

U know I know u cant sleep!!

2007-05-11T00:13:00.000+08:00

my ever first blog post..haha..joanna lor..your fault la!!omg!!..bet ya must be wondering why would i come out with this title for my post...dont ask me...lolx i dont know myself either...this phrase juz keep coming out of my mind..probably i juz cant sleep after sleeping for the entire day...omgosh!! that is when u hav holidays when ya frenz are busy doing their sh1t..lolx..Frenz..shit right??haha..gotta do night shift for my attachment on fri and sats..kinda suck right??but dont know why my classmates are anticipating it..probably it would be the first night shift we encountering barh...arghh!! these 3 days of rest day..(so called rest days..gotta be kidding me..i rest like 14 -18 hrs) is sleep sleep and more sleep..couldnt catch sleep for the past few weeks man..ok..let me talk more abt the recent weeks...eh, attachment at jurong island..and btw i stay in the east..lolx..take me 2 hrs to travel there and back...even with school transport..would hav gotta my license if not for the lame bet with my cousin..lolxXX..i WILL WIN the bet..haha..anyway gotta wake up at 8 am everyday and come back home at 10 pm is terrible..the travelling time is killing me man..but it only last for 6 weeks(something to be glad abt huh!!) did nth today..as usual watch over the time to make sure my bro comes home early..(juz to find fault with him and make some complaints so that the house would be noiser and i hav free show to watch)..but he met some gang gang thing on his way back..so took some time to listen to those stories..(recall my childhood times as well..lolx)..arghh! i cant slp so i posted a longer one today..