Thursday, May 31, 2007
Bored!
hmm..seems like i always blog when i hav nth to do..yawn!! juz woke up man..it is 2 pm now and is a public holiday..yet i hav nth to do at home..suppose to be a family day so everyone hav to stay at home and rot..omgosh!! but slept at 4 am last night so yap..i did lotsa of thing during the week..i forgot alot of them le..aiya!! doesnt matter la..had lotsa fun can le..oO ya..played majong with shane they all again..this time we played with 2 (i am new to majong) lolx..so play 2 rounds instead of 3..won 10 bucks..didnt thought that it was worth it..since i didnt sleep the entire night..lolx..! my morning become night and vice la..aiyoz..i dont know whata blog le..actually had alot of things wanna write..but seem to forget alot also..lolx.!! haha..
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 2:23 PM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Frenz r juz wonderful
omgosh!! haha..b4 i speak more abt ytd..lolx..i won 14 bucks today..haha..my elder cousin..biggest loser..:) haha..anyway..wenta meet my secondary school mates ytd..lolx..changes in ppl as time goes by as usual..hazel..omgosh.u are getting more and more adorable..haha..told jiaxin abt it..she say u all the while is so...haha..but i juz notice it la..haha..jiaxin should get her hair style change to those i told her..haha..she will be super pretty la..lolx..more pretty than her i will agree..oppz..babie..nvm la hor..your fren marh! pretty should be glad..:) i juz realise we hav a new nickname for sebas..lolx(millionair duck.) lolx..nvm la..when u become millionair rmb me can le..:) omgosh..i juz miss them..those chalet nights, haha! but i guess all of us hav to progress and move forward in our individual lifes so..yap!! i think even as we met up..we are joining back our pathline back again..:) truely..frenz are juz wonderful..and yes!! sebas..i will give up being a millionair for frenship..:)
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 10:01 PM
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Nth is more sad than that
hmm..too tire to blog ytd so yups..shall talk abit abt ytd..thx to grace we had a gd time out in the sun..(not blaming u ok??haha..really..juz cant imagine i could do it :)...) anyway..verfy tiring job la..imagine carrying barricades weighing more than 100 kg..lolx i promise u we really need 3 person to carry one of them..haha..and 120 of them..was like omgosh..lolx..got lotsa sun burn earning 40 bucks..lolx..(the least amongst the job i hav done..and the most tiring..)lolx..shane said even if it was 80 bucks per day (which is 10 per hr..) he would hav consider again..lolx..haha..sun burn made my night discontinuous..had sip briefing after the night..5 hrs in the LT..actualy 4 hrs +..listening to all the briefing and sh1t..juz to wait for the last partof it..my sip posting..lolx..guess where i am posted to..hmm..(Wyeth..they say gd company..) but to me gd company = near my hse..haha.and wth it is the worst company i would ever worked man..i mean it is much worst than CPTC..at tuas..:)..gd job nic..! lost my hard earn 40 bucks today..so is double sadness..but all these are juz nth compared to the feelings i had after u mention those words...cant believe u said that..i am disappointed..lost..speechless..luckily my day was made by adeline..:) she accompanied me to oschool to see the dance schedules..hopefully my work would end at 5 or 5.30 pm so that i can make it for popping and hiphop..:) enough..til then..
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 10:24 PM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Real feelings for u
arghh!! i am starting to feel that blogging can be quite tiring at times too..haha..especially when u hav something moe important to do..hmm..anyway..nvm..!! sunday was quite a gd day for me..hehe..squash with dada again..omgosh..but i think i sprain my toe..the big toe..first time lor..hurts like hell..cant even walk properly the next day (which is today..)..dada is still gd as usual..needa keep him moving or he will get fatter and lazier..lolx..so does my mama..!!haha..today leh..eh..i guess is whole day show..return of the condor hero marathon..omgosh!! i hav so alot of feelings abt that show..haiz..everytime when i watch this type of love show i juz cant forgot my babie..so far away!! she having her exam now barh..cant speak to her on the phone..(my phone bill for one of the night was 110 bucks..lolx..record breaking..) kinda heart pain for my dada who is working so hard..buddan i juz mss her..but that night was the most memoriable might cuz she finally said what i wanna hear after so long man..enough of her..hah..!! actually suppose to meet my cousin and xinle(his gf) after they finish their morn jog..but i cant wake up today..lolx..woke up at 3 pm!! so probably meeting them tmr barh..anyway xinle i wanna know your bean fren man..after u tell me so much about them..lolx..all so complicated yet farnie..haha..til then :)
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 12:01 AM
Friday, May 18, 2007
Things dont go smoothly
Initially today was damn crap...suppose to meet for lunch with my cptc mates and join my cousin and bro go out...however things doesnt seem to be smooth (9-12 cptc graduation..sad cant see nyp pretty girls le..1-6 meet them for lunch and coffee maybe...than 6- next morning with my cousin and bro) buddan..cher last min say cant take leave..so they shift it to dinner instead (poor me cant join them..cher surely say i take le cert than dont bother liaoz)..haha..wenta sch since i had nth to do..guess wad..CCN day (tp reunion) haha..where u get to set up stalls and sell your items for charity..met quite a number of my course mates..cross course mate..ooOo ya school mates la..haha..met eugene and terence especially...they wanted to hav lunch together so probably be meeting them on thursday when i go back to sch for my SIP briefing...haha...gota prepare to meet my cousin and brother le..til then..
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 4:31 PM
i juz dont understand!! explain??
Today's post will be special..i juz cant get it right...had an incident today..lolx..hav u came across this situation where u are told by somebody that they hate ppl doing stuffs lydat and yet they themselves does it??hmm, i juz dont get it at all y they simply juz like to comment so much..omgosh!! ppl ugly/fat/not fit to wear that pants/skirt blar blar..everything also must comment..save your comments to yourselves la..anyway hav u ever look yourself at the mirror and realise that u are fat/ugly/unfit to wear that as well??hmm..ppl dont tell that to u doesnt mean that u can start hurting others ok??(and anyway..plz hav some self reflection..dont be stuck up and think that all the guyz/girls will fall for u even if u throw yourself to them for free..cuz i dont give a damn to juz any girls who throws themselves over..if u think there is someone out there that will want u..lolx..think twice cuz u might be an elephant to them but they juz dont say it..)..and u dowan to be at the state where ppl start getting pissed with u and say u are an elephant as well when they start blowing their tops off..there is a limit to humanity's patience..
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 1:15 AM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
U made my DAY!!
i knew it!! haha..enjoyable day..hmm...cuz u made my day..thought back waking up at 5 am juz to hear u say that really made my day..haha..(ya guilty that i said u didnt care at all right??hmm..must atone hor..)..yap..today was juz slack and slack and slack..but cuz of her i did not hav much thoughts today...oO ya!! kinda excited cuz Mr Henry wanna organise a diving(hopefully) trip..yesh!! my ever first diving..(have been anticipating since i was 17 la..couldnt cuz got no time..no khakie..blar blar.full of nicholas excuses)..gonna be real fun man...ta see the marine life..woohooo!! ogosh! enuff of the playful thoughts..needa get back to rest first b4 i study..haha..(cuz tmr got final exam..yay!! last one liaoz..and lets see if my brother and cousins are free for majong) :)..til then!
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 6:42 PM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
I will miss u!
arghH! last night shift...last plant work..last of everything in cptc..i gonna miss u man!! omgosh!! miss the people..miss the plant..miss the food in the canteen (though i kept complaining and would try to skip dinner almost every single time i could)..miss the long rides..miss the tireness..and of cuz my mentor Mr Henry Tan..though i kept saying that he is bias against me..but i still think that he is trying to teach and change my personality..thank u alot becuz u hav taught me alot of things..not juz those in the book but even little little things in life that though little yet important..thank U and juz wanna say i appreciate u!!..gonna miss everything that we hav done in the plant..our communication and arguments..our complains and all the sh1t that we hav to do...but i think i hav got attached real hard these 6 weeks there..i know my entire team will miss each other as well..thank u guyz for u hav added a new entry in my "wonderful things in life" book..the photos will be stored in my cupboard of fame..yay!! yawn yawn!!
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 6:49 PM
Monday, May 14, 2007
Night shift again
arghh!! night shift again...!!hate night shift to the core..night shift=rest in the day.. day how to rest..lolx..and all my frenz studing and working..aiyoz..time seems to have stopped whenever i hav got nth to do..!! but anyway it is gonna be the last and final night shift..so better appreciate ba..o gosh! still kinda worried+excited over my posting of my internship..hopefully not jurong..lolx..but jurong stand 70 %..lolx!! yawn yawn!! wake up kinda too early..going back to sleep again..:) til then...
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 9:53 AM
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Tired!!..
Tired and wear out after the night shift training today..omgosh!! 8 pm to 8 am man!! excluding travelling time from punggol to jurong and back from jurong to punggol again!!"hor-ri-en-dous" haha..previous night had majong with my cousin again (probably becuz of that ba, had only like 5 hrs of rest..haha..but very memo la..cuz the environment was totally different la..lolx!! u nv gonna guess where we played man..NEVER..ok back to my shift training..had lotsa fun during my shift work..control to field and field back to control..everyone was working very hard til 4 am..u nv know when tireness is gonna creep in until u start sitting down and stop all the work and communication..(could literally sleep when standing man)..was totally hopeless that night as well..(the only person that can hurt u most is the person whom u open your heart totally to)..taken to be compared with juz dont feel gd..(have been used to be compared with all of my youth..i know how it feels..bitter..hopeless..all u see is the slightest hope smashed) i know it becuz he simply juz trash me flat..i couldnt reach to even see him..not mentioning to hav a same level of competition..have been fighting all my youth to prove to them..but being overly optimisstic can become self denial..i dont want to move on and fight anymore..i know i cant reach it and will get hurt eventually...this wound is deep..very deep that it too years to heal..probably these times didnt heal my wound at all..it is juz unbearable..not gonna move anymore..not at all!! protect myself i must..
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 4:29 PM
Friday, May 11, 2007
U know I know u cant sleep!!
my ever first blog post..haha..joanna lor..your fault la!!omg!!..bet ya must be wondering why would i come out with this title for my post...dont ask me...lolx i dont know myself either...this phrase juz keep coming out of my mind..probably i juz cant sleep after sleeping for the entire day...omgosh!! that is when u hav holidays when ya frenz are busy doing their sh1t..lolx..Frenz..shit right??haha..gotta do night shift for my attachment on fri and sats..kinda suck right??but dont know why my classmates are anticipating it..probably it would be the first night shift we encountering barh...arghh!! these 3 days of rest day..(so called rest days..gotta be kidding me..i rest like 14 -18 hrs) is sleep sleep and more sleep..couldnt catch sleep for the past few weeks man..ok..let me talk more abt the recent weeks...eh, attachment at jurong island..and btw i stay in the east..lolx..take me 2 hrs to travel there and back...even with school transport..would hav gotta my license if not for the lame bet with my cousin..lolxXX..i WILL WIN the bet..haha..anyway gotta wake up at 8 am everyday and come back home at 10 pm is terrible..the travelling time is killing me man..but it only last for 6 weeks(something to be glad abt huh!!) did nth today..as usual watch over the time to make sure my bro comes home early..(juz to find fault with him and make some complaints so that the house would be noiser and i hav free show to watch)..but he met some gang gang thing on his way back..so took some time to listen to those stories..(recall my childhood times as well..lolx)..arghh! i cant slp so i posted a longer one today..
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 12:13 AM