Monday, July 30, 2007

Bday entry..!

Sob two million times..cuz I now officially is out of release station..i miss the cosy corner..lolx!! where I can blog for all I care..lolx!! though I nv blog a lot but I hav been visiting all kinds of blogs and reading all your entries..haiz!! now cannot le la..u bet I can now..lolx!! 6 eyes man..i am blogging now using word with font size of 7 man..i cant even see it myself lor..hopefully they don’t hav thousand mile eyes..(qian li yan)..arghh!! had fun for my bdae..haha!! got a wonderful cake for myself..eh..now I can officially announce I got 2 present liaoz..one from buddy and pai..1 from colleague..J..anymore??sat was fun though everything did not went smoothly..haha..!! I planned to meet tm and gavin to watch harry potter(didnt get to meet them cuz tm needa work..) b4 I head down to ecpark to meet my diving mates..(haha..one of them had the same bday as me..and cuz of that I drank almost half a glass of BEER for her..omgosh!! that is disgusting)..went to meet angeline at central to go mos..buddan..she say she needa go to bugis to celebrate her frenz bday..lolx..(y so many ppls’ bday happen to fall on the same day as me de arh??) oO ya..than the moment reach there only gave both of us 2 glass of tiger..omgosh!! I didn’t finish it..i swear I didn’t..i like alcohol..not beer..lol!!after that wenta mos to club lor..oOo ya saw zhang long and gary..hmm..and ya..marcus clubs..yes..now a DHLister clubs so often..it is so unfair..(he pinch my nimple la..wth.)..long time nv see zl and gary le..haha!! gota catch up with him for bball one day…haha!! He say I fat liaoz!!..(did I??) though I drank quite a lot..(3 tuquila pop..2 tuquila shot..1 vodka coke..)..angeline drank even more..LOLX!! she drank I think 2 shots more..hmm..than went veinna on Sunday with dada and mama..eh..oO ya..finally I found my short lost starfish I picked up from the seabed of tioman..grace soh!! U mus return that thing to me ok?I risked my life to take that lor..becuz of that I made aldric and jon angry leh..(lolx accidentally hit them with my flippers when I turned ard..)..that is my first item from my first dive..so u return it when u read this blog entry k??lolx!! return me I treat u eat lunch on wed or fri afternoon..oOo ya.. meet for lunch hor..u and Joanna..!! I meeting shane on wed and fri..(using school seminar as an excuse to not go for work..) anyway..*tsk..i really don’t like this place..!! cant even talk to ghost man…!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 4:28 PM

Friday, July 27, 2007

Jolin and Sarah surprised me!!

i hav got a birthday surprise..!!..i got a wonderful chocolate bar from jolin and sarah..really surprise leh..though is chocolate bar..but it is worth like a gold bar that made my day..!! cuz apparantly..they were talking abt age and stuffs..than they ask for mine..so i said.."19 lor..oOo.nono 18++ tmr than 19" than they were like..happy birthday..haha!! i felt so happy..after that..i wenta the washroom to pee..when i came back..i saw a wrapped gift (with raw material specification data list..lol..) than i was like..woah!!..haha..than they say hope your 19th bithday will be wonderful..i am like so shock..speechless..=-=!!..hmm..*recalling*long ago..to be frank..i am very afraid of my birthday..cuz..since young..my birthday was more or less the forgotten one..use to cry when i was very young..cuz apparantly..nobody rmb..go grandma hse..no body seems to bother..daddy and mummy forgot 3 times of my birthday i think..(i myself forgot 2 times..)..soon cuz of this..birthday became a normal day for me..i became very relectant to tell others my birthday cuz i am juz afraid that when the day comes with full of anticipation..ignorance or forget 'nance' will spoil my day..very sad one lor..!! my brothers since primary school have been recieving lotsa of birthday gifts from their frenz..but i dont seems to hav..haha..(not hinting something..nor blaming la..)..!! juz will admire la..! but these few years was very grateful to the ppl ard me..though i dont hav as many presents as both my brother..i feel that i am much happier than them..probably becuz of what that happened during my childhood..i was least expecting and least demanding..haha..so glad today..!! gonna go hav gd food later with daddy and mummy..!! but most imptly..JOLIN AND SARAH MADE MY DAY...!!!! thank YOU!!!

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 3:55 PM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Are u happy?

Deep in u..ask yourselves these questions honestly..

Are u admiring somebody's life..?

Are u comparing how smart u are or how rich he is..?

Are u envy of the things he has but u dont..?

Are u judging how pretty she is or how nice his body is..?

Inevitably all of us will hav a 'yes' on the questions above..actually it is harmless if u know that u hav these thoughts..but it can be vital if u dont realise that u possess them..cuz b4 u know it..u are consume by it into your sub councious mind..like how u breathe..how your heart beat..these thoughts actually become u..living to achieve what u admire..what u envy..living on other ppls' life..nv stopping to see how wonderful life is..nv stopping..nv stops..and b4 u know it..u are laying on the bed..while recollecting the things u had..and at the same time breathing with all your might..trying to catch a few more breathe b4 u are taken away..u ask yourselves this question "hav i had enough..?"..

but "were u and are u happy..?"

Dudes..live life the fullest..

Not comparing..

Not envying..

Not admiring..

Not judging..

Enjoying every bits of it..

Cuz u can only live once as a 18 year old..
And the grass is always greener at the opposite side..
The happiest person in this world isn’t the richest person..isn’t the most beautiful person..neither is the smartest person..it is the person that is satisfy with what he has that makes him the happiest person..are u satisfy with what is given to u?or are u juz living your life over others’..

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 8:47 AM

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

hurts me to leave u..

Arghh!! Why? Y do i hav to leave u..i juz don’t understand..haiz..*thinking* will ya miss the times we had togther..?the day when I fell in love with u immediately when I spotted u at the corner seat..we were like both strangers to each other b4 I took the initiative to actually know u..though u play hard to get and stuffs like that I did not give up wanting to understand.. despite your reluctance and times of mood swing I persisted and persisted and persisted....there was once when I tot I had u..and when I told u that my hardwork paid off..u hang there immediately..not speaking..not responding..i was disappointed and went to seek advise from my fren..all these continued for 1 month b4 u slowly became obedient..listening to every little thing I told u to do.. despite the times when I ignore u after work does not mean that I love u much lesser..but juz I needa hav time to spend with my frenz and family..i finally understand that without u I will juz live life meaningless since most of my time was spent with u..now u are in the hands of Wei jing..hopefully u will now be obedient to him like u did to me..please rmb the secret times we had together at the corner seat..exploring and giggling to the things we saw for the very first time of our life..neither will I forget those sound u made when I touch u..some times I juz don’t understand y cant we share u..i don’t mind sharing u with others actually..juz let me watch u..and occasionally touching u will make my life full of zeal and passion again..u probably think that I am out to search for a new one..a more challenging one..but the fact is that now I am given one now forcefully to accept though I prefer my previous u..!! haiz..don’t be sad too..for I hav removed every single dirt laying on u..so don’t worry that wei jing will find u dirty and “used”..though u are slow..but graphically u are presentable and the sound u made were astonishing..!! so I think wei jing wont mind..!! wei jing…this is the first computer I had during my attachment..please take gd care of it..thx!!

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 10:44 AM

Monday, July 23, 2007

Y are Mondays so hurtful

Totally hate Mondays man..! ytd dota til like so late b4 I go to slp..than needa wake up so early for work..omgosh! this is gonna kill me man..y mus my body take like 9 hr of rest instead of juz 4 hr of rest..(I know of ppl slp 4 hr than not tire le…I slp for 9 hr still needa crawl out of bed..) this is deadly man..hav 2 months and 10 days more…gogogo! Half way done..arghh!! yawn..! gonna do popping on Thursday...skate on Friday..my birthday on sat..accompany dada and mama on sun..ya! who wanna go club on Wednesday??coffee/movie/dinner on Tuesday also can..!! my time starts at nite after work..basically in the morn my company hire me to surf the net/blog/wait for lunch/wait for tea/read story book..ya! anyway..i need half blood prince and the 7th book..who has it??lend me so that I can occupy my time with all this man..my company damn cheapo also lor..give me 25 bucks only..shld give me 50 or 80 bucks ma..yupz..! I wanna go and hit the drums..who is interested let me know..we can go together..!! diving is on 24th august..i probably be going with my parents..(Leonard..wanna go?we go take advance)..

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 10:22 AM

Friday, July 20, 2007

Pretty girls are like stars

Woah! Juz finish my work..lolx..!! everyday I start work at ard 10 am? (despite starting at 8.30..i usually slack ard..surf net til 10 lydat)..lolx..and now is 2 pm..lolx..excluding lunch time..i work for like 2.5hrs??haha..suppose to work 7.5hr per day become 2.5 hrs..aiyoz…anyways!! ytd was like woot..apparently we finish gliding and it was like leg pain after that lar..the laughable part of ytd is actually banging into the glass door..trust me man..u will laugh..but don’t be surprise one day it happens to u..(I know u are laughing now abt how silly I can be..but when the day comes..probably u sms me or call me to apologise for laughing at me secretly behind your com..ass!!) YA!! I actually bang into the glass door..it was like so painful..the nose..omgosh!! (didn’t bleed la..but than..) totally camo man..cant see la..so clear..than juz *BANG ! and a loud Ooch made by me..lucky got nobody lor..(cuz I wenta the white room..) woot! As usual..i wenta see the reggae girls..omgosh man..the 2 girls are as usually giving off so much heat man..eh..but too bad it is probably the last few times can see them liaoz..lolx! they are like reggae 3..hopefully their next lesson and ours will be the same day..haha! going there juz to see them juz is so anticipating..:p..These girls are juz like beautiful objects..probably stars..haha!! I mean all pretty girls are..PRETTY girls only hor..plz don’t think u are pretty cuz pretty is a term given to u by me in here..not by youself..the term u should give yourself is called..self denial..(u are in my blog..my world..u go by my rules…)

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 3:01 PM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

TO BE or NOT TO BE

U guyz must be curious with the title man..omgosh..haha.!! to be what arh??eh..this is the hottest topic u and I will face at this point of stage..if u are going to count % of frenz that will ask u “how are u today” and the % of frenz that ask u “u hav a gf/bf – simply are u attached?” I think we will hav a huge difference man..haha!! (which means..your frenz are more concern abt your private life than your life..lolx) anyway..actually to me..i will prefer singlehood..(ok..u guyz must be thinking sour grapes right??..eh..FINE!)

SingleHood

Haha..y singlehood??hmm..basically it gives me free time to pursue what I want in life ??to find the goal and purpose of life??I mean how are u going to find someone with a common goal in life when u haven found it yourself..(like the adults say..don’t find partners by looks..go for common purposes and goals in life..so that u wont hav major idealistic conflicts)..i think I am enjoying my singlehood now..and for the qns from my frenz..am I attached??or y don’t get attach??..i think it is a nono for now..i want to travel..i want to play extreme sports..i want to CLUB (juz dont understand y girls will hav so much insecurities when guy goes and club..lolx! it is juz another form of gathering la..)!!..but I dowan restrictions nor unwilling compromises..unless I can find someone that cares and love me yet respect and stand by my decision..becuz I find all the binding and restriction childish and irrelevant..but it doesn’t mean that I don’t realize the importance of a partner or a companion in life..but it isn’t juz the right time yet..:)..ok but for now..for those who are attach..don’t look back becuz u are responsible for the decision u made earlier ahead..(be it a..yes..i am willing to be your gf..or a..are u willing to be my gf)

DoubleHood (lolx..2 person wat..double lor..)

Some of my frenz come to me to lend a listening ear to them..(ALL are complaints abt how sad they are and sh1t…and I am quite tire of repeating..L..) ok 5 Cs..juz rmb them..i learnt from experiences from ppl whom I know when they share abt the perfection of their partner..

Communicate

Haha..for both guyz and ladies..u hav to communicate..omgosh..and I mean communicate in a way your partner knows what u are feeling (super difficult for male to understand if u don’t speak out your feelings..neither does ladies know the decision u hav made..)…y communicate so much right??hmm.i mean do u know what is the chemical bonding between lovely couples who understands each other more than themselves..yar!! it is SPEAK it all out…be it bitching…flirting…(ya u flirt with your partner..) wadever la..

Consistency

Omgosh..i am speaking to all the guyz here including myself..Harlow??u want a maths formula??I can show it to u in graphical method as well if u want..tag me your hp..i will show it to u if u are such an ass..
Formula for consistency : Performance = log (10/number of years spent)..think abt what I hav said..and try to shift it to a Performance = log number of years spent

Compromise

Ooo..plz..compromise la galz..aiyoz..don’t think abt the things other freaking loser guy does to their gf and expect him to do it to u the same..lolx..!! ok..one of my frenz said..y other bf so sweet to their gf one? Than mine is like so not blar..and not blar..sometimes I find it juz so contrictdicting..for galz who are so realistic to be materialistic..y cant u galz be realistic to realize that sweet guyz are hypocrites..(I mean 99.9%) becuz come on la..which husband gives 1 rose everyday or everyweek to their wife?which husband plans the whole entire week juz for one valentines day?(wake up your senses and don’t EXPECT..) instead compromise to the situation they are in..EXPECTATION BRINGS DISAPPOINTMENTS..

Confidence

Ahem!! Plz think b4 u transformed into a hypocritically pessimist..plz..know that your gf or bf chooses u not by the usual way of looks or money..so don’t compared yourselves with the hunk beside her or the cuttie beside him..confidence brings out the xfactor in yourselves..know that and don’t get freakily jealous over a tease by the hunk or cuttie..

Complacent

Ok..get this right?know the diff between confident and complacent..hmm..if u are juz too slack to bother abt the things that are happening to the surrounding of your partner..than lolx good luck man..becuz u are giving the “I don’t give a damn signal to your partner..” and b4 u know it..it is like woot!! Blow wind blow.. Blown relationship..haha..!! know what is happening..stay cool and calm abt the things that happen..communicate..speak things out..problem will work..

F*** all those frenz that tell u to break with your bf/gf..becuz..all relationship can work…! As long as u spend your effort to make it WORK!

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 10:59 AM

Sunday, July 15, 2007

y be AN ACE??

This week was so fun..went out to town with gavin and tong ming ta swenson at orchard..(back at the old seat we used to hav our icecream)..took strawberry icecream..love it man.. heard alot of stuffs from them that i dont know..haha..!! they were mentioning about inline culture de things..aiyozz..play inline hockey than juz play la..y cre8 so much politcs..politics ruin relationships..haiz.y must we be the "ACE" within our frenz...why cant we juz enjoy each others companionship and speak less and listen more..!! and btw i am not saying that i completely overcome tis problem but at least i realise that frenz are more impt than anything else..INCLUDING MONEY!!..let me make u into a series of thinking..*

1) do u think earning money is impt??
yes = ok u are sane..(continue with qns 2)
no = haha..gd luck to u..probably see u on the streets one day begging for it..(f*** off since u are not sane no point speaking more to u)

2) do u think life is more impt than money??
yes = ok u are sane..(continue with qns 3)
no = ya..have so much money for f***??earn to build a golden coffin so as to torture those tat is carrying u when u are dead??

3) life = interdependancy??life is companionship??
ok this qns is very subjective..but think abt this if u disagree with the statement above..

a) when u are young u are afriad of dark..u want somebody to be with u..be it your siblings or your parents

b) when u are in primary school..u cant bare to leave your parents at the doorstep of your school cuz u are scared of the 'stranger..ness' in school

c) when u are in your secondary school days..u realise that your frenz know more of u than your family..(including your crush..lover..hates..) and when they betray u..u found life meaningless..

d) when u enter poly/jc..the first thing u do is to find someone that u know in the same course as u..(despite him/her being a bastard/bitch..)

e) y do u freaking get into a relationship though u know that most of the time u get hurt..(think abt this...lolx..be in 20 relationship when u realise that only one will work out?? so is 19 failure 1 success..simply becuz u wanna hav companion)..

f) y do ppl get married and have babies??simply becuz with ppl..that is call life..

g)y does old ppl..keep saying.."i am waiting to die.." simply cuz all their spouse and frenz are dead..since there isnt any meaning at all to life..they are juz waiting for their turn..

if u totally disagree with my statements..tag me..becuz i wanna tell u that u can go to a huang dao..(isolated island) to fish and grow vegetation yourself..

ok..my conclusion is..since money < life < companionship..than cherish your true frenz/family more than your anything else..becuz they are life to yours..

I rather be dead than to live like a zombie..(u watch pirates of the carribean??y they are seeking to remove the eternal curse??..)

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 12:38 PM

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

i totally agree with this

What would you do to get attention from your other half? Somehow you're starting to feel neglected. Why is he paying less attention to you? Is he very busy with other stuff (school, family, etc)?

Don't, whatever you do, whine, nag or demand that he spend more time with you. There is nothing as unattractive than a clingy, nagging girlfriend. So no temper tantrums, please. You might just get his attention - but it'll be the wrong kind of attention.

First, try to find out why he is not paying you as much attention as before. Could it be that he's worried about upcoming exams? Maybe he's having some family troubles? Maybe he's just too tired from football practices? Don't be confrontational. Instead, wait until he's in a relaxed mood and then remark casually: "I miss us spending more time together. Have you been busy?" He'll probably be flattered that you noticed and will talk to you about it.
But don't be worried if he just mumbles: "Don't know. Don't want to talk about it." Maybe it's a small problem he prefers to work out on his own. So say: "Okay, you know you can always talk to me if you want to" and leave it at that.
Don't get too hung up on wanting his attention all the time. Remember, if the less time you spend with him, the more "me" time you get to do things you want, like pick up rollerblading or going for girls' only nights out.

This is something I got from bestselling relationship book, Why Men Marry Bitches: "A strong woman has her own identity and is secure with who she is. She is plenty happy giving him 'space' because she enjoys having hers… That's the woman he dreams of marrying."

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 2:24 PM

Monday, July 9, 2007

mY stoRy

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 1:17 PM

.....

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 1:17 PM

To Be continuE!

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 1:16 PM

:)..diving rocks..

so very tired today...woke up super late..(though is 6.45 but it is like 15 min late la..if i miss the bus..i will surely juz take MC de lor..wth..go tuas is 30 bucks leh..my daily allowance is only like 25 bucks??) juz got in time to board the bus b4 it left ..lolx!! slept at 12.30 ytd after unpacking my stuffs lor..omgosh..all the sun burn make my sleep discontinuous lor..ya anyway it was all worth it man..!! yea!! diving is so cool la..i mean ya..expensive sports thoguh..but u get to see lotsa stuffs..i mean in your life time if u can experience to go to the sky..to the sea..or even to the space..u will really feel so different..haha..!! y is diving so different from snokling and swims u do in the sea..

1) becuz u will nv let yourself be stranded in the middle of the sea'
2) u will not juz jump off the 2 storey high boat into the deep sea ranging from 50 ft to infinite ft
3) swim with the fish so close cuz u are in their terrotory..(they arent afriad of u cuz they are real fast man..)
4) see sea uchins..stinct ray and turtles as big as a human body..lolx..(nancy say she saw one with head bigger than hers..is like wah la..i mean haha..did smth divers shldnt do..aiyo..forgot ma..too excited..eh..i mean u dont touch those sea creature so hard that u scare them away..i did so lor..than got scolded..lolx! sry arh..) etc..u go and see yourself la..

totally a different experience..a diff story to tell..

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 9:06 AM

Friday, July 6, 2007

very first dive!!

hmm..did lotsa work today..everything seems to pass so fast did my proposal..help up with the powerpoint slides and stuffs..but had quite a phobia over chicken drumstick..omgosh...!!had it for lunch..and dinner..lolx!! though diff type of cooking method..(one is steam..one is curry..) but love the strawberry ice cream drumstick after lunch..it is the new type that conenetto came out with..haha..woot..!! yeayea..hmm.so excited now.haa..!! going for my very first dive out in the sea...hm..now waiting for john to come my hse b4 we head to woodlands..haha!! u bet i am super enthu now..ok..meet 3 days later..!!

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 7:29 PM

Thursday, July 5, 2007

indeed nth was worst than those!!

haha..!! my day would end with muscle pain..cramps..but it was all worth it..slides...omgosh..u practically standing on juz one leg..gotta brush up more..more..more!! everybody was cool today..anyway..got there at ard 6.30..amazed seeing at least 5 of the ret are there le..despite starting at 7..haha..!! i saw cheng chong gf at oschool..dont know what her name la..haha! not very gd with names..so yups..learn waves and more waves..ben is a flexible teacher..anyhow anyway..juz follow the basics..variations = up to u..but i guess i shld stick to practising my basics first...or will end up like skating..lolx!! anyhow bang and bang..got so may injuries..(but it was all worth it...all of us..and i mean us..u guyz know who u are...:)..learn the hard way..)..didnt realise my weird combination until i reach my hse..(u know the lift has a mirror??) i think cuz i too engross in catching and rewinding the moves in my mind..so yupz..today was fun..

Dance is juz like a story...:)

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 9:54 PM

A wtH day

arghh!!

1) woke up late
2) got a bad hair day..(every strand of hair was like so stiff and tall..)
3) cant find the shirt i want for popping
4) it is alright if u cant find a shirt u want but cuz i was in a rush..wore the weirdest combi ever
5) miss my train and got almost late..everything was in a rush..
6) arrive at company so tire and hungary expecting some nice breakfast but..NO BREAKFAST!

WTH!!

now is 8.25 am only and my day is so lolx man...laughable!!
ytd was a terrible day so i slept with this phrase in my head..'nth could be worst than this'..but i think this phrase still works now!!

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 8:15 AM

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

jUz so coiNcidental

hmm..was viewing at some of the blogs..saw this blog smth sky that caught my attention..eh,thought abt tm immediately..click on it and realise it was really his..he didnt wanna tell me back than his blog..wenta search for it but couldnt find it..but haha!!..working right now..but wanna juz slack and juz tempted to read his posting..haha!! saw one of his postings to qh..indeed it is time we meet up and chat liaoz..totally dont know what happened..saw another one with millionair and frenz..u posted it right after sebas qn right??i did as well..i posted it i think a few days earlier than u..i tot it real hard as well and i think both of us came out with quite similar ans..suppose to meet ya up quite soon..but i got diving this fri so i dont think i can make it..but really wanna meet u and gavin up and go back to the old days when we were still innocent..i realised that my mistake really made all of us felt terrible..(to end our sec school days with such sad memo..) that is my first biggest regret to lose such gd frenz..ok lets not talk abt this anymore..anyway...today..i guess i gonna not do anything again ba..haiz..!! juz dont hav the motivation to do anything..seems long b4 my major project due date..i finish the proposal 1 week earlier..so since i am suppose to rush for my proposal this week like my frenz...aiyo got nth to do...surf the damn net til nth left liaoz..(anyone intro me fashion ..street wear webby??) arghh!! guess havta come back frm my diving trip than can concentrate again...

As long as there is temptation..u cant concentrate..!! :)

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 1:07 PM

Monday, July 2, 2007

For her?

THIS IS THE CUTEST THING EVER

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.

• leave her cute text notes.

• kiss her in front of your friends.

• tell her she looks beautiful.

• look into her eyes when you talk toher.

• let her mess with your hair.

• touch her hair.

• just walk around with her.

• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES

.• look at her like she's the only girl you see.

• tickle her even when she says stop.

• hold her hand when you're around your friends.

• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.

• let her fall asleep in your arms.

• get her mad, then kiss her.

• stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything

• tease her and let her tease you back.

• stay up all night with her when she'ssick.

• watch her favorite movie with her.

• kiss her forehead.

• let her wear your clothes.

• when she's sad, hang out with her

kiss her in the pouring rain.

if i can i probably will be willing..:)

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 8:47 PM

It is the Similarities

Probably ppl will say that cuz she is pretty..but i beg to defer..it is the similarities that caught my attention not your looks..i hav seen pretty galz in my life and definitely they are comparable with u..what caught my attention was the similar cries in your heart like those of mine when we were broken..the unforgetful moments..the 'i need somebody'...the 'i need time'..both of us i guess felt that way...though u wrote little..but i can understand them..(not totally..not completely..but at least more than those we sat by there and watch).. we went to god..!! we seek for his love...we found his presense and was captivated in it..back slided cuz of unspeakable reasons..(juz in our heart..that cry that stop us from going back..) we want to be alone to resolve the things ourselves..yet we dont want to be left alone...dilema..!! lost..!! sound emotional..sound immature..(like what u have said...but these are from ppl who doesnt understand) felt like telling ya str8 that we are similar..feel like being a fren to u..but the circumstances..society will misunderstand..

Walking out of the dark and cold dungeon issnt gonna be easy..

Neither is the route to heaven..

Only those we go through this path will know how it feels

God knows our problems..but not his ppl..

(tag my box if u think u are that person..i will cfm with ya :)..)

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 2:23 PM

Butter Fac age limit = 23

Monday..monday!! oppz..haha!! this monday is so diff from other mondays i woke up at 6 this morn without complaining..actually 5.30 wake up le..than lai chuang lai til 6..full of energy today...though is a monday but i believe it is gonna be so diff man..haha..anticipating on the coming diving trip..woot..!! met up with my class mate on sat..haha..!! had lotsa chat with shane when we were having lunch..lolx!! so coincidental that his colleague and my colleague are bfgf relation..haha!! both intern from nus..the world is juz so small lor..link link link..haha!! yar!! and my weekends was fun..went to butter fac with valen and felicia on friday night..kinda sweet for valen..haha.!! she knew what happen and say pei me go and hav fun..lolx!! guess wad..wenta butter fac than realise need 23 than can go in...all of us stun lor..luckily her fren can sign me in..the bouncer knew i was only 18 cuz initially i wenta pay..than kana check..bounce out le than requeue back again..haha!! went in ta drink abit and hang ard..no pretty galz de lor..met one of my fellow dancer in there and pop together abit..haha..didnt recognise him initially..haha..!! than he came up to say hi..lolx!! insider all late 20s de ppl lor..galz in there i think early 20s barh..all old old one..haha..(cheeky la..but guyz go in is see pretty galz de marh..)..sat was NDP..sunday wenta swim and have a sumptous dinner with parents..(time flies man..hopefully this weekend trip will also be as wonderful..)

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 10:05 AM

Sunday, July 1, 2007

NDP07

Posted by Endless_lov3 at 2:30 PM

!tA yA fRenz!

• gRace
• tEreSa
• aLex
• gEn
• pAuliNa
• cIndy
• sAbriNa
• dE-triBe
• LioNel
• liPinG
• lEna
• CheRyl
• dArrEn
• kArine
• tOng MinG
• jUn yOng
• eVelyN
• jiN loNg
• wei Long
• xiN lE

mY diAry

• May 2007
• June 2007
• July 2007
• August 2007
• September 2007
• October 2007

i giV nO creDit

nAme: NichOlas

aGe: 19

hEight: 181 cm

wEighT: 75 kG

hoBBy: swim dive squash teakwando bball skate

me: i am juz another guy nextdoor, who loves outdoor sports..:)

!!!

• FreNz
• Ndp 07
• for HEr only
• Diving part 1
• Diving part 2
• Diving part 3
• ACE?
• Sex-appeal
• Sex on beach
• Satisfied?
• to be?