Friday, June 29, 2007
Pay DAY!!!
PAY day!! yea!! haha..though i spent this month de money le..but seeing money going back up is such a wonderful thing..hmm..i must really not spend wei lai (future) money liaoz..omgosh la..spend and spend..wahah..got $358 into my acc..ytd not suppose to spend money de lor..wanted to grab a burger from marina macs and juz go for popping..(wanted to go there early la..to practice..than i saw zara on discount so went in to see!! ..than spend money again..though offer but i still spent qutie alot) so excited over the coming weekend and the diving trip next week..woot..gonna see the sparkles again...swim with the fish..haha..so drama right??eh..anyways..though i am blogging now but i hav loads to do today..suddenly juz come all together at once...presentation (he shld hav told us earlier lar..so last min..tmr needa present leh..), raw material disposition (cuz my LIMS ready liaoz...shldnt hav told jolin about it..haiz), label printing (record breaking man..needa print 117 pieces lor..all diff labels ok?? enuff complaints..cuz i was slacking for the past few days looking into fashion designing..modelling..blogging..haiz..!! woot gota go and work le lar..til than...TAG my CBOX!!!!
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 1:03 PM
Thursday, June 28, 2007
waVe!!
hmm..today very talkative..haha..cuz kinda please with my blog..so write as much as i can barh..ya..woot..today's popping was omgosh!!
1..........2..........3...........4...........
1....2.....3.....4
1..2..3..4
1.2.3.4
1234....lolx...was like so fast la..all i hear is
"nicholas faster..."
"wave up"
"wave down"..
"wrong leg.."
"hit harder"
lolx man..though is 1 hr..but tiring..today super embarrassing..haha..cuz apparently i am better in waving anticlockwise...but they want clockwise..so i keep waving down..than cuz it is too fast my body will juz react such a way i will do the faster wave..see the logic...?than have to stop the music and cher came to really twist my body to wave the other side..haha..met a hcjc guy going to usa to study his uni at august..haha..he was kind enuff to stay up with me to practise..hmm..he is gd..!! eh..and btw...xuehui reggea is so HOT!!..inside got 2 pretty and sexy student...haha..but though xuehui not as pretty..but her dance is..so hot i can melt...!!so three clapss...clap..clap...clap..yawn yawn gota go orh le...til than..!
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 10:24 PM
Tears Again!
hmm..haha.!! tears not by me..but by her again..eh,probably she still has some insecurities??confused??hmm..i didnt know..she did not wanna say anything..but juz hmm..haiz! i be there for ya?i am in a dilema too ya know??..part of me wanting to juz be out of your world..but part of me juz wanna continue to be there for ya..knowing that remaining there will be a hearing ear for u..yet hurt me..and leaving u means u will continue to hide things and cry alone in the dark room..arghh!! fetching a balance is so difficult...hmm..but u said u have made a firm and correct decision..hopefully u be able to lean on another tower..becuz getting me involve will make all 3 of us sad..ya?? hmm..have ta agree with my frenz one thing..though they dont know i am mentioning abt myself..they were very trueful and experience...(both late 20 to early 30 ladies)..they told me that ya juz need a fren to speak things out..not giving me another chance..probably if i nv ask for their opinion..i would have thought that i stand a chance..haha..!! they ask me to tell my fren(which is me) to move on..first love is always difficult to turn your back against...
To be in love is to be able to give love...:)
haha..today is popping..ytd wenta swim..muscle quite tense..probably will have problem hitting later...wave and bot wouldnt be a problem ba..aiyoz! full of anticipation and sense of satisfaction..completed my proposal and am very happy with it..saved 3 copies of it juz in case the computer fails me again..(use to not save in my thumb drive and once, my completed project was deleted from my thumb drive due to some problem and woot..REDO!!lolx..) sometimes we should not relie on computer so much..hmm..diary..work..study..entertainment..everything also computer..one day no computer..and thats it..haha..!!
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 11:23 AM
Monday, June 25, 2007
Overwhelmed??
Today is the devil's day again??(the very very monday)..haiz..!! needa start work again..omgosh! 5 more days to go..will start striking off my calender..the weekends were slow..i didnt know why..was on the bus initially thinking about what happened and stuffs..tire emotionally and physically..xinle spoke alot ytd..kept me thinking and thinking and thinking..she very nice to speak to me..i was very much more comfortable after that...thanks alot..!! when i was on the bus..i tot did i came back from some long holiday that made my feet so heavy??but i realised i didnt start work today like how my brothers did..probably i was overwhelmed by all the things that happened over the weekends..xian mu ray alot when he came back..thought alot..mum told me not to be sad if nobody was expecting my return unlike my cousin...everybody was listening to his little little stories...so does xinle..waiting for him out there..so sweet..haha..!!...parents scream at me alot this weekend..probably cuz i didnt feel like caring so much after that incident..they dont know i am very down..slept early...woke up late..went pool diving for training on sunday..the water kept my mind free..looking at the sparkles made by the rays and the ripples of the water...spend lotsa time down there..haha..(thats y i love swimming so much...lolx..lotsa beauty in the water..cuz with light water is like diamond like crystal...) wanted to go east coast park to scream my lungs out..anybody wanna accompany me??hmm..
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 8:53 AM
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Free now Avaliable now
Though we broke up 3 years ago..but i still held on tightly..cuz i juz cant forget..and cant believe..ytd..i saw smth i didnt wanna see..though it may sound nth..but it hurt like hell..though it isnt cfm..but since u fell for him..to u i am probably juz another person u will juz walk by without looking back..haiz..! ..our frenz will ask me..are u waiting??(those who are far away from us..but know that she is flying and i am settling here..) everyone seems to expect that i am gonna fall in love with another person first...and she will be the one that gets hurt..juz thinking y am i sure a loser in your eyes...haiz..!! guess..(if i am the one who fail her..ppl will start talking abt it..but now..guess who will bother abt how i feel..probably..oO expected??or allowable??)..anyway..finally i see that it is gonna be different..the way i tease her..the way i watch her..now that she already fall for someone that obviously fell for her..i know that they are happily together..but i really arent that willing..would like to end with this hope..Chloe mgs this..GIRLS: If you see a guy crying, Tell him he's not going to die, if he's crying over a girl... hug him and kiss him and let him know you won't screw him over and break his heart like the last girl did..free now..avaliable now..(not desperate..i juz need somebody whom i can speak to..who is real free to hear my story..)
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 10:49 PM
Haiz
cant get to sleep last night..was very lost, sad haiz..wadever..i dont feel anything but this very weird feeling in me..i dont want this to happen..i dont know who i can go to..guess i think i will write it here..saw those photos..gave ltosa thoughts ytd night..i cant sleep..but i eventaully did when i am tire la..obviously!!..i know i will lose flat down..but i juz cant bear losing it..i think if it was me, i will hav fall for it as well..and long time ago i meant..thats y i am speechless..nth can express how i feel now..if your unhealed wounds were cut open again..this time will be much tougher to heal compared to the previous..guess i will juz leave ba..i cant afford to not cherish myself..i gave too much and it is hurting me real bad now..let me not see your back...this time hopefully u will bother to turn over and see mine..Chloe..was what u posted really true??..
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 8:48 AM
Friday, June 22, 2007
bloggers' advertisments
lolx..i juz realised how many advertistment there are in blogs..lolx..! some use it for personal advertisments some use it for invention purposes (ahem..condom stuffs..u know who u are)..lolx..u sure can come up with such things man..omgosh! anyway..today is friday..woah! ejoyment man! today babie is coming back..brother's birthday..raynor is back from army as well..omgosh! gonna hav all the fun during my weekends..woot! btw..quite glad this week..ytd popping was fun though there was some part i couldnt catch..lolx! ryan's lyrical hiphop is still so wow! couldnt get it off until 8.30 when i realise that mum is gonna scream at me again! haha..learn roll, hit, wave etc...gonna learn glide soon..(though know abit but is better for instructor to te4ach us) i regret not taking hiphop man..! cuz need the basic to go lyrical..so smooth like jazz..yet powerful at times..wow..! haha..oppz..gotta work le til than..!
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 8:50 AM
Monday, June 18, 2007
monday again!!
yea!!..monday morning..haha..though is monday morning and it is gonna be another tiring week, i am full of anticipation..haha..today gonna swim after work..thursday gonna go for popping lessons again..fri is my youngest brother birthday..which means gd food..haha..again..after his willl be mine..wahaha!!..and fri babie is coming back to Singapore...hopefully we wont chao jia back here..Sat will be for her...(Ray though u coming back on sat but i think u gonna go out with xinle too right??..so haha..too bad for roy and leo..no majong liaoz)..anyway this week is not gonna be like last week..full of disappointments and stuffs (spend alot when i am sad..haiz! spend almost 300+ for shopping juz last week..cuz i am sad....stuffs i bought were all in cold dungeon.love them..but will take them out when i am feeling better..yupz!!)
Buy stuffs when i am sad cuz i feel like spending money cuz it will make me feel better
Use new stuffs when i am happy..cuz it will make me confident..:)
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 9:31 AM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Father's day
first i like to talk abt the damn scam i gottan ytd..lolx..i wenta a dentist to dheck my teeth and guess how much i paid at the end...LOLX...nv go to this dentist at kovan plz...(DENTAL LAND) i piad 330 bucks for it..my mum got so angry with the dentist..cuz it is really rubbish...the dentist said i hav to take xray for my teeth..hav u heard abt it b4??hmm..lolx man...so i took cuz he say my wisdom tooth at stake..omgosh man..!! took xray for my teeth than...after which we are not allowed to take the xray back..lolx.after much persistence and much noise in the clinic when my dad and mum came..he finaly hav o hand it over..lolx..i guess he must be thinking of a way to charge using the xray films again..WTH!!..had my teeth done..!! the last time i gonna have it done so expensive man..my brothers got very angry as well..so they demand that i treat for father's day meal cuz the 330 bucks was paid by my dad..haiz..complications..anyway..went to oschool to see open courses for popping and hiphop..was quite amazed by them..but i gonna train my basics and learn more moves from youtube man..haha..sebas and nicholas (another one) in my course suppose to jin me one lor..lolx..but they cant make it..but sebas is still pending..haha..he is in the same church as me so yups..haha.! anyways on thursday when i went for my popping lesson..i saw liping or li ang...i uess the one wit braces is ping right??hah..i think we look at each other quite some time cuz we hav got the face in our mind but no names..haha..!! tot she was joining reggae..but than she apparantly registered for hiphop for the next day which i wanted to.(read my previous enteries) but in the end no space..haiz..!! too bad..but i think i still prefer popping!! :)
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 2:51 PM
Friday, June 15, 2007
i am tire
today is a gonna be a boring day..though i am still contemplating for hiphop today but i hav juz taken popping ytd..tired after all the muscle contraction and relaxing..got lotsa cramps and aches now..met up gavin and tm to watch F4 movie..caught lotsa my attention cuz of all the flying and stuffs and i guess if u hav a video cam recording the expression i hav, i think i will look like some weird person.kinda tire.. and babie..i juz dont like the feeling of u staying there..i dont know how to express myself to u..(probably by blogging u might know??) haiz..u are at africa now enjoying the wonderful nature..but me trapped here..i dont know whether i should be happy or not..anyway u still dont know where i am attach to right??eh..u nv seems to ask..nv seems to bother much..u care abt your feelings i know..u care abt your results..(so do i) but not expressing our feelings to each other will drift us away from one another..i know i am quite emotuional now..hmm..probably becuz i dont hav any thing to do in my office..my supervisor in a meeting and did not give me any task to complete..so here i am sitting down..i hate this feeling..everytime when i sit down i will inevitably think of u..tired to always make the 1 step when u take another 10 step away..i think i shld juz stand at where am i now and wait for u to move..i need u to make a decision..
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 10:34 AM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
i love my company!!
haha...!! srysry..haven got time to blog for quite some time..today very excited cuz i hav lotsa to say abt my new company..WYETH!! lolx..(for those who doesnt know..i am attach to WYETH) i love the company so much...i heard abt how interns were tortured to do photocopying..sweep floors..lolx..i totally feel so lucky man..lolx!! y i love my company so much..(probably becuz i wasnt expecting alot from it..)
Cheap food..(2 bucks for deli france bread/drumstick rice/fish and chip + soup + coffee + fruits)
Free transport..(tranport to woodlands which means i only needa take 161 for 3 busstop)
Project..(PROJECT is in gd hands..lolx..company implementing a new system and i am involve)
Pay..(the food/tranport is super cheap..spend 4 bucks per day only so 500 is more than enough)
Time..(i work for 7 hrs..9am to 5pm productive yet release early..i dont like those job that does nth but slack for all 8 hrs one lor..i rather hav short but productive day..:)..)
Uniform.(all white and i mean it cuz is pharmaceutical company..better than c.p.t.c)
Environment..(haha..gd supervisor..lotsa food sci and bio ppl..curry girl in my company - only to those 2 who know who i am mentioning..)
babie i am in gd hands..dont worry abt me k?haha...
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 8:45 PM