Friday, June 15, 2007
i am tire
today is a gonna be a boring day..though i am still contemplating for hiphop today but i hav juz taken popping ytd..tired after all the muscle contraction and relaxing..got lotsa cramps and aches now..met up gavin and tm to watch F4 movie..caught lotsa my attention cuz of all the flying and stuffs and i guess if u hav a video cam recording the expression i hav, i think i will look like some weird person.kinda tire.. and babie..i juz dont like the feeling of u staying there..i dont know how to express myself to u..(probably by blogging u might know??) haiz..u are at africa now enjoying the wonderful nature..but me trapped here..i dont know whether i should be happy or not..anyway u still dont know where i am attach to right??eh..u nv seems to ask..nv seems to bother much..u care abt your feelings i know..u care abt your results..(so do i) but not expressing our feelings to each other will drift us away from one another..i know i am quite emotuional now..hmm..probably becuz i dont hav any thing to do in my office..my supervisor in a meeting and did not give me any task to complete..so here i am sitting down..i hate this feeling..everytime when i sit down i will inevitably think of u..tired to always make the 1 step when u take another 10 step away..i think i shld juz stand at where am i now and wait for u to move..i need u to make a decision..
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 10:34 AM