Thursday, June 28, 2007
Tears Again!
hmm..haha.!! tears not by me..but by her again..eh,probably she still has some insecurities??confused??hmm..i didnt know..she did not wanna say anything..but juz hmm..haiz! i be there for ya?i am in a dilema too ya know??..part of me wanting to juz be out of your world..but part of me juz wanna continue to be there for ya..knowing that remaining there will be a hearing ear for u..yet hurt me..and leaving u means u will continue to hide things and cry alone in the dark room..arghh!! fetching a balance is so difficult...hmm..but u said u have made a firm and correct decision..hopefully u be able to lean on another tower..becuz getting me involve will make all 3 of us sad..ya?? hmm..have ta agree with my frenz one thing..though they dont know i am mentioning abt myself..they were very trueful and experience...(both late 20 to early 30 ladies)..they told me that ya juz need a fren to speak things out..not giving me another chance..probably if i nv ask for their opinion..i would have thought that i stand a chance..haha..!! they ask me to tell my fren(which is me) to move on..first love is always difficult to turn your back against...
To be in love is to be able to give love...:)
haha..today is popping..ytd wenta swim..muscle quite tense..probably will have problem hitting later...wave and bot wouldnt be a problem ba..aiyoz! full of anticipation and sense of satisfaction..completed my proposal and am very happy with it..saved 3 copies of it juz in case the computer fails me again..(use to not save in my thumb drive and once, my completed project was deleted from my thumb drive due to some problem and woot..REDO!!lolx..) sometimes we should not relie on computer so much..hmm..diary..work..study..entertainment..everything also computer..one day no computer..and thats it..haha..!!
Posted by Endless_lov3 at 11:23 AM